Why can't my friend back at home be there for me! Derek is NEVER at home anymore, Whitney never answers her phone and never sends me back a voicemail, and scott isn't messaging me back or calling! GODDAMNIT!!!! AARRRRGGGHHHH!

Well today is starting off great, had to get up at 4 again to at work at five. Got to work and started off like a regular until the shipment truck didn't show and the manager had to send us home. So i only work for an hour and 45 mins. When i got home I was so ticked that I told my mother that I wanted to move back home. And she finally told me ( Read more... )

I almost forgot to tell. My brother has already moved back down to Charlotte, he found a friend that needed a roommate. So he's already back down (major bummer!). Well today my mother asked me if when i told her that I found a roommate in Charlotte before we left was I telling the truth or was I bluffing. I told her that it was the truth and ( Read more... )

Well the day is a bit better now. After coming home and chilling online for a bit to ease the nerves I went to bed. I slept until about 3 since I didn't sleep at all last night and now I've been chatting with some new Furry friends I met on mIRC last night. I've glad that I stopped hiding myself to everyone (or at least everyone that will read ( Read more... )

Let's recap the day so far ( Read more... )

damnit... I'm depressed. And for once it's not because of a boy. Everytime I find something or someone up here cool, I'm all happy to be hanging with them but then when I'm alone I go straight into a deep spiraling depression. I haven't felt this way in forever. I miss my home, I miss my friends....I miss everything... (within the expections of ( Read more... )

God lord alot has happened since I repled last. Apparently LJ was down for awhile but I got some things done. I've been to work more and everything yadda yadda. Tried talking to Derek we talked fine once, then he started getting weird and snapped at me one night and I haven't tried him since. BUT I went out friday night to Legends since it was ( Read more... )

Well this will be the third day of living up in Raliegh now... I hung out with Derek and Cara on the last day of being in Concord. It was fun we got totally trashed and had a great time. Now I'm moved everything and unpacked everything and even have been to work twice. And I can already say honestly and truly...that I must get back to Concord ( Read more... )