[Fic] The Wrong Move - Ch13
Chapter 13
Pi was getting very annoyed. Recently, no matter how he called or texted Toma, the later won’t answer back. His tries were all ignored and what irritated him more is that he couldn’t see his lover all this time. He went to his dressing room and even to his shoot location, but he couldn’t see him at all. It’s like Toma have been avoiding him and telling the staff to lie to him with different excuses all the time.
Pi was walking around trying to contact Toma again when he spotted the other man walking and they saw each other. Pi noticed how his lover looked very tired and even lost weight. But when he smiled to him, the other totally ignored him and started to walk away.
Pi: Toma!! Toma! Wait up!! *but Toma kept walking in a fast pace as if he was running away from him*
Pi started running till he finally caught up with Toma and held his wrist to turn him around and question him.
Pi: What the hell Toma? Why are you ignoring me?
Toma: *in an angry tone* Will you let go?
Pi: No I won’t! Not until you tell me what’s going on? Why wouldn’t you answer any of my calls or messages?
Toma: I’ve been busy ok!
Pi: Don’t joke with me! You even saw me just seconds ago, but ignored me totally!! What the hell is going on with you Toma?
Toma: Why do you care anyway? *shoots him a sharp stare*
Pi: *noticed how people started noticing them and pulled Toma to NEWS dressing room*
Pi: *looking at the NEWS members who were in the room* Sorry guys, but can you leave the room for minutes.
Ryo: Why? Go be lovey dovey somewhere else Pi!
Pi: This is definitely the wrong time for your stupid comments Ryo!! *shoots him a death stare*
Ryo: *flinched from the stare* Alright, alright! Sorry, we’re going.
Once the members left the room, Toma pulled his wrist away from Pi’s grip which annoyed the latter even more.
Pi: So, why are you avoiding me?
Toma: Do we really need to talk?
Pi: Don’t joke around! I’ve been waiting for you to call me for our date, but you didn’t. You even ignored all my phone calls and messages. Why?
Toma: You made your choice Pi!
Pi: Huh?
Toma: You made your choice last week! Or did you already forget?
Pi: Just because I had to leave, doesn’t mean I made my choice Toma!
Toma: Really? After all this time from ditching me and cancelling our dates or leaving me alone during our time, you didn’t make your choice?
Pi: I already apologized for that Toma!
Toma: Saying sorry doesn’t work out everything!
Pi: What are you trying to say?
Toma: *takes a deep breath* I want to end this!
Pi: *in shock* W-WHAT???
Toma: I can’t go on like this anymore!
Pi: You got to be kidding me!
Toma: I’m sorry Pi, but I’m not!
Pi: But why? Because of Jin? I told you we’re just friends and you know that-
Toma: It’s not just that Pi!
Pi: Then, what? There is no way I’m agreeing to this, you hear me!
Toma: It doesn’t matter what you think
Pi: Toma, please….please *in a cracked voice that is close to tears* don’t do this….I love you….
Toma: Enough Pi! *tears started to gather in his eyes threatening to fall* enough….I’m tired from this….It’s been months since the last time we had a real talk…..I…can’t *takes a deep breath*I can’t do this anymore…we’re drifting apart!
Pi: *in a shocked state* But Toma….you can’t just decide…..to break up……after all this time…..I can’t break up with you….Please…..you know that I love you so much….this relation is forever to me….we can’t just-
Toma: I know Pi! I know…..and you know how much I love you too…
Pi: Then why?
Toma: Love isn’t always enough! *tears started falling*
Pi: Toma! *puts his hands over Toma’s cheek while the latter close his eyes and feel the touch of his lover*
Toma: I tried Pi, I really did…..but all that I have been feeling these recent months is despair…
Pi: *tears start falling as well and heart aching*I’m sorry Toma….I’m sorry babe….I swear I won’t-
Toma: Don’t!! Don’t promise me again Pi!! You’ve been breaking all your promises lately….please….don’t make me lose all my trust in you….
Pi: but I can’t break up with you…..I spent my whole life with you…..you mean everything to me Toma!
Toma: You’re wrong Pi! You’re wrong because if I meant everything to you…..then none of t his would have happen….
Pi: I won’t meet Jin anymore! Ok? I’m choosing you….of course it’s you!!
Toma: *puts his hands over Pi’s hands*he’s your friend Pi and I totally understand that….we’re friends too….we started this relation by being friends……but it’s just…..the way you treat him reminds me of the way you used to treat me…..you give him your time…..the most precious thing you have……it’s hard to make time for someone, but you gave me your time…..remember……I used to be your top priority…..we started our relation from that point…..and now….you’re just doing the same to Jin…..It’s not that I don’t trust you Pi…..it’s not that I think you love him…..I….I…
Pi: What?
Toma: I discovered that I spent with you almost all my life…..We’ve been together since we were kids….we started going out much later though, but we knew each other since were kids….
Pi: and what’s wrong with that? I don’t see anyt-
Toma: I’m not used to not have you around Pi! Whenever I call, you will pick up. Whenever you promise me something, I’m sure you’ll do it…..however, it’s not the same anymore….you aren’t there anymore….
Pi: I swear Toma….if you knew the reason…you wouldn’t blame me and I-
Toma: *pushes himself away from Pi’s hands and take a step backward* But I don’t know the reason! I don’t know anything about you anymore! You’re hiding things…..it’s like you’re shutting me out from your life!!
Pi: I swear Toma, it’s not that! It’s not my secret to tell and I can’t just-
Toma: I don’t want to know about it Pi! I never said I wanted to know any secret….I just….I need time…..away from you….
Pi: No!
Toma: I need to be away to find myself again….to stand up by my own……to get used to not having you there with me….I don’t want to lose what we have Pi! I hate what I’ve become! I even asked you to choose between me and Jin!!
Pi: But you want us to break up Toma! I want to be there with you….why are you pushing me away?
Toma: You were the one who pushed me away Pi! You opened my eyes to things I never thought about….I never imagined my life without you…..I thought we were in this forever….but…..these couple of months…..proved to me that there is no such thing as forever…..things always change
Pi: *yelling while crying* I don’t want to change anything between us!!
Toma: It already changed Pi…..I just…..I don’t want to lose you as a friend…..but it’s kind of hard at the moment…..to go back as friends……so I need time….
Pi: I don’t want to be just friends! Will you listen to yourself?? How can we be friends after being lovers?? How can I see you without being able to hold you??
Toma: You’ve been hurting me so much Pi! I don’t want to end up hating you….we need to stop this or I swear I’m going to end up hating you and cursing you…..I don’t want that…..I don’t want to hate you…..I just need to change things in me…to go back to the way I used to be…I’ve been angry a lot recently, something that never happened to me before….I started to feel jealous toward my friends for being there with you more than I am, I’m hating what I’ve become Pi! I really need time….at least…to try to be independent…from you..
Pi: *feeling lost while tears keep falling*what about me? What am I supposed to do? I can’t be without you Toma….I know what I did is wrong….I know I neglected you a lot recently…..but I’m not used to not have you there….
Toma: You proved that you are…..You can live without me just fine Pi…you’ve been doing that all this time anyway……
Pi: Toma! Won’t you reconsider? I believe that love can solve everything, so please give me another chance!
Toma: I gave you so many chances already Pi, but you kept ruining them! *starts to move wanting to leave*
Pi: Toma!
Toma: Sorry Pi, but I made my choice and I won’t change it! Take care of yourself, ok? *turns toward the door to leave, but stops once Pi calls his name again*
Toma turns around and dashes toward Pi, he pulled him into a passionate kiss.
Toma: I’m not going to ask you anything Pi, but I hope you will wait for me
Pi: *tries to hold Toma’s cheek but the latter holds his hands first and intertwine their fingers* you know there is no one for me other than you.
Toma: Then, I will place all my faith in your love Pi! I won’t promise you anything in the mean time, but I hope when I’m ready, you will be waiting for me.
Pi: *nods while tears fall* do we really have to break up Toma?
Toma: Yes Pi! It’s better this way. I know that both of us need time to gather ourselves so we get back with stronger bond. *they hear a staff calling for Toma* Sorry, but I have to go *leaves the room*
Pi: I can’t believe this!! I ruined everything… my life along with Jin’s….what am I going to do?? *drops on his knees and cries his heart out for the love he lost*
End of Chapter 13
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Enjoy and comments are love~~
Pi was getting very annoyed. Recently, no matter how he called or texted Toma, the later won’t answer back. His tries were all ignored and what irritated him more is that he couldn’t see his lover all this time. He went to his dressing room and even to his shoot location, but he couldn’t see him at all. It’s like Toma have been avoiding him and telling the staff to lie to him with different excuses all the time.
Pi was walking around trying to contact Toma again when he spotted the other man walking and they saw each other. Pi noticed how his lover looked very tired and even lost weight. But when he smiled to him, the other totally ignored him and started to walk away.
Pi: Toma!! Toma! Wait up!! *but Toma kept walking in a fast pace as if he was running away from him*
Pi started running till he finally caught up with Toma and held his wrist to turn him around and question him.
Pi: What the hell Toma? Why are you ignoring me?
Toma: *in an angry tone* Will you let go?
Pi: No I won’t! Not until you tell me what’s going on? Why wouldn’t you answer any of my calls or messages?
Toma: I’ve been busy ok!
Pi: Don’t joke with me! You even saw me just seconds ago, but ignored me totally!! What the hell is going on with you Toma?
Toma: Why do you care anyway? *shoots him a sharp stare*
Pi: *noticed how people started noticing them and pulled Toma to NEWS dressing room*
Pi: *looking at the NEWS members who were in the room* Sorry guys, but can you leave the room for minutes.
Ryo: Why? Go be lovey dovey somewhere else Pi!
Pi: This is definitely the wrong time for your stupid comments Ryo!! *shoots him a death stare*
Ryo: *flinched from the stare* Alright, alright! Sorry, we’re going.
Once the members left the room, Toma pulled his wrist away from Pi’s grip which annoyed the latter even more.
Pi: So, why are you avoiding me?
Toma: Do we really need to talk?
Pi: Don’t joke around! I’ve been waiting for you to call me for our date, but you didn’t. You even ignored all my phone calls and messages. Why?
Toma: You made your choice Pi!
Pi: Huh?
Toma: You made your choice last week! Or did you already forget?
Pi: Just because I had to leave, doesn’t mean I made my choice Toma!
Toma: Really? After all this time from ditching me and cancelling our dates or leaving me alone during our time, you didn’t make your choice?
Pi: I already apologized for that Toma!
Toma: Saying sorry doesn’t work out everything!
Pi: What are you trying to say?
Toma: *takes a deep breath* I want to end this!
Pi: *in shock* W-WHAT???
Toma: I can’t go on like this anymore!
Pi: You got to be kidding me!
Toma: I’m sorry Pi, but I’m not!
Pi: But why? Because of Jin? I told you we’re just friends and you know that-
Toma: It’s not just that Pi!
Pi: Then, what? There is no way I’m agreeing to this, you hear me!
Toma: It doesn’t matter what you think
Pi: Toma, please….please *in a cracked voice that is close to tears* don’t do this….I love you….
Toma: Enough Pi! *tears started to gather in his eyes threatening to fall* enough….I’m tired from this….It’s been months since the last time we had a real talk…..I…can’t *takes a deep breath*I can’t do this anymore…we’re drifting apart!
Pi: *in a shocked state* But Toma….you can’t just decide…..to break up……after all this time…..I can’t break up with you….Please…..you know that I love you so much….this relation is forever to me….we can’t just-
Toma: I know Pi! I know…..and you know how much I love you too…
Pi: Then why?
Toma: Love isn’t always enough! *tears started falling*
Pi: Toma! *puts his hands over Toma’s cheek while the latter close his eyes and feel the touch of his lover*
Toma: I tried Pi, I really did…..but all that I have been feeling these recent months is despair…
Pi: *tears start falling as well and heart aching*I’m sorry Toma….I’m sorry babe….I swear I won’t-
Toma: Don’t!! Don’t promise me again Pi!! You’ve been breaking all your promises lately….please….don’t make me lose all my trust in you….
Pi: but I can’t break up with you…..I spent my whole life with you…..you mean everything to me Toma!
Toma: You’re wrong Pi! You’re wrong because if I meant everything to you…..then none of t his would have happen….
Pi: I won’t meet Jin anymore! Ok? I’m choosing you….of course it’s you!!
Toma: *puts his hands over Pi’s hands*he’s your friend Pi and I totally understand that….we’re friends too….we started this relation by being friends……but it’s just…..the way you treat him reminds me of the way you used to treat me…..you give him your time…..the most precious thing you have……it’s hard to make time for someone, but you gave me your time…..remember……I used to be your top priority…..we started our relation from that point…..and now….you’re just doing the same to Jin…..It’s not that I don’t trust you Pi…..it’s not that I think you love him…..I….I…
Pi: What?
Toma: I discovered that I spent with you almost all my life…..We’ve been together since we were kids….we started going out much later though, but we knew each other since were kids….
Pi: and what’s wrong with that? I don’t see anyt-
Toma: I’m not used to not have you around Pi! Whenever I call, you will pick up. Whenever you promise me something, I’m sure you’ll do it…..however, it’s not the same anymore….you aren’t there anymore….
Pi: I swear Toma….if you knew the reason…you wouldn’t blame me and I-
Toma: *pushes himself away from Pi’s hands and take a step backward* But I don’t know the reason! I don’t know anything about you anymore! You’re hiding things…..it’s like you’re shutting me out from your life!!
Pi: I swear Toma, it’s not that! It’s not my secret to tell and I can’t just-
Toma: I don’t want to know about it Pi! I never said I wanted to know any secret….I just….I need time…..away from you….
Pi: No!
Toma: I need to be away to find myself again….to stand up by my own……to get used to not having you there with me….I don’t want to lose what we have Pi! I hate what I’ve become! I even asked you to choose between me and Jin!!
Pi: But you want us to break up Toma! I want to be there with you….why are you pushing me away?
Toma: You were the one who pushed me away Pi! You opened my eyes to things I never thought about….I never imagined my life without you…..I thought we were in this forever….but…..these couple of months…..proved to me that there is no such thing as forever…..things always change
Pi: *yelling while crying* I don’t want to change anything between us!!
Toma: It already changed Pi…..I just…..I don’t want to lose you as a friend…..but it’s kind of hard at the moment…..to go back as friends……so I need time….
Pi: I don’t want to be just friends! Will you listen to yourself?? How can we be friends after being lovers?? How can I see you without being able to hold you??
Toma: You’ve been hurting me so much Pi! I don’t want to end up hating you….we need to stop this or I swear I’m going to end up hating you and cursing you…..I don’t want that…..I don’t want to hate you…..I just need to change things in me…to go back to the way I used to be…I’ve been angry a lot recently, something that never happened to me before….I started to feel jealous toward my friends for being there with you more than I am, I’m hating what I’ve become Pi! I really need time….at least…to try to be independent…from you..
Pi: *feeling lost while tears keep falling*what about me? What am I supposed to do? I can’t be without you Toma….I know what I did is wrong….I know I neglected you a lot recently…..but I’m not used to not have you there….
Toma: You proved that you are…..You can live without me just fine Pi…you’ve been doing that all this time anyway……
Pi: Toma! Won’t you reconsider? I believe that love can solve everything, so please give me another chance!
Toma: I gave you so many chances already Pi, but you kept ruining them! *starts to move wanting to leave*
Pi: Toma!
Toma: Sorry Pi, but I made my choice and I won’t change it! Take care of yourself, ok? *turns toward the door to leave, but stops once Pi calls his name again*
Toma turns around and dashes toward Pi, he pulled him into a passionate kiss.
Toma: I’m not going to ask you anything Pi, but I hope you will wait for me
Pi: *tries to hold Toma’s cheek but the latter holds his hands first and intertwine their fingers* you know there is no one for me other than you.
Toma: Then, I will place all my faith in your love Pi! I won’t promise you anything in the mean time, but I hope when I’m ready, you will be waiting for me.
Pi: *nods while tears fall* do we really have to break up Toma?
Toma: Yes Pi! It’s better this way. I know that both of us need time to gather ourselves so we get back with stronger bond. *they hear a staff calling for Toma* Sorry, but I have to go *leaves the room*
Pi: I can’t believe this!! I ruined everything… my life along with Jin’s….what am I going to do?? *drops on his knees and cries his heart out for the love he lost*
End of Chapter 13
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