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Tomorrow will make one year on SS Thor. I thought things would be very different, but they seem the same to me. I've been told there's been a lot of growth, that I've matured, but I've yet to notice it.
How can anyone call a dependent person mature? Doesn't that involve becoming an individual and learning to fend for yourself? I do things because I have to, because I want to live in a better place for my brother and I. The both of us. Together.
He was taken away from me. I've been hiding away all week because of this. I'm a coward. I don't know what to do without him. He's my other half. What makes it feel worse is the fact that we argued prior to his disappearance, and I never got the chance to make up with him. I feel like I've failed him as a twin brother and this is my punishment.
Fai was a very good friend of mine, and I lost him too. This is the worst week I've ever experienced.
I'm really sorry to my co-workers. I'm the worst head waiter ever, and I'll understand if you guys hate me or refuse my apology.
Despite everything, I'm going to go on with a sunny disposition, because that is what I do.
Thanks to everyone who visited and kept me company. It means a lot to me. I bet Fai would have visited too.
How can anyone call a dependent person mature? Doesn't that involve becoming an individual and learning to fend for yourself? I do things because I have to, because I want to live in a better place for my brother and I. The both of us. Together.
He was taken away from me. I've been hiding away all week because of this. I'm a coward. I don't know what to do without him. He's my other half. What makes it feel worse is the fact that we argued prior to his disappearance, and I never got the chance to make up with him. I feel like I've failed him as a twin brother and this is my punishment.
Fai was a very good friend of mine, and I lost him too. This is the worst week I've ever experienced.
I'm really sorry to my co-workers. I'm the worst head waiter ever, and I'll understand if you guys hate me or refuse my apology.
Despite everything, I'm going to go on with a sunny disposition, because that is what I do.
Thanks to everyone who visited and kept me company. It means a lot to me. I bet Fai would have visited too.