May 21, 2010 19:00
[ah, you're all used to that three-pack-a-day-smoker voice, aren't you?]
I'm going to assume I'm not the only fucking moron who does this kind of thing, so I figure there's no harm in wading in some public self-depreciation. Misery loves company. Telling me to suck it up will get you ignored.
It's just that being blindsided when you knew there was bad shit happening - it sucks. On top of all that terrible shit that just happened, someone came from behind you and hit you on the back of the head with an anvil. You got whacked pretty hard by what actually happened, but there was a secret other thing that snuck up on you like a bitch and just destroyed your shit.
On a related note, opening your mouth always never works. Because then you say things, and it's always the wrong thing, and people fucking hear you. I vote for the next evolution of humanity to be muteness or deafness.
Do not attempt to make me feel better. I'm therapeutically whining at the public. Complain with me. What's your fucking problem today? Problems with yourself especially wanted.
alexander renson