[Accidental Video] Trying to carry on.

Oct 11, 2011 17:34

[The video feed starts out blurry to say the least. Dried up smudges all over the screen while mechanical tinkering sounds in the background ( Read more... )

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[Video] // Private, respectfully. toomanypetals October 11 2011, 15:53:12 UTC
...Oi. You're crying in public.

[To be fair, he might've been willingly drinking the "tap water" on the weekend to forget that Lenalee's not... here.]

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Re: [Video] // Private, respectfully. loving_indoles October 11 2011, 16:20:00 UTC
[Well that certainly gets him to look up. The tears are still very much there since in his surprise he doesn't think to wipe them.]

Damned Guide. Sometimes I wish I could throw it out the airlock and be done with it.

[He wipes his tears off with the back of his sleeve.]

She's....really gone isn't she? And I'm still here, out of her reach and she out of mine.

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[Video] // Private, respectfully. toomanypetals October 11 2011, 16:35:03 UTC
...Yeah.

[Sorry, Komui, the DGM cast has officially become a sausage fest. :|;;]

[And if Kanda actually sounds down, it's because he is. To him, Lenalee's family too.]

Yeah, she is. ...But people come back, right?

[So he sounds a bit childish. So what. I mean, Lenalee told him he'd been here several times before. Right?]

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Re: [Video] // Private, respectfully. loving_indoles October 11 2011, 17:20:17 UTC
[He wants to believe. He wants to believe she will be back but it's hard and without her coffee to soothe him his mind won't let the matter die.]

They do. But she's been gone for a month. Once this much time passes you can never know when the person can come back. It can be tomorrow, the week after, half a year and more. I...I don't want that.

[He's going to sound childish as well because she's his treasure and she's gone.]

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video feistyflowright October 11 2011, 16:31:06 UTC
...Lenalee...

[He himself looks on the verge of tears.]

She... she's gone?

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Re: video loving_indoles October 11 2011, 17:26:53 UTC
....It's been almost a month since she was taken.

[He doesn't look up from his hands.]

A month and no sign of her. And yet here I am.

[Voice cracks just a little.]

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Re: video feistyflowright October 12 2011, 00:16:43 UTC
...

[He's completely silent. He knew the pain of losing someone you held dearer than any other... What words could be said to comfort Komui? Even if he knew them... would they truly help?]

...I'm sorry.

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Re: video loving_indoles October 12 2011, 08:44:29 UTC
[He shakes his head, the tears halting for a moment before he wipes them off.]

No. It should be me who is sorry for having you see me like this.

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[Video] maraihi October 11 2011, 20:59:40 UTC
Someone you know?

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Re: [Video] loving_indoles October 11 2011, 21:40:12 UTC
My sister. My only treasure in life. And she was taken away from me. Wormholed.

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[Video] maraihi October 12 2011, 01:38:18 UTC
I'm sorry, I know how that feels.
She could always come back.

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Re: [Video] loving_indoles October 12 2011, 08:45:27 UTC
That's the only reason I can still work on. The belief that she will come back. The problem is how long that will take.

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[Video//Private] crownedwalker October 12 2011, 02:57:33 UTC
[Oh Komui... He wondered how he'd been holding up. Obviously not so well.]

As.. hopeless as it seems, it would be best to keep faith in her...

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Re: [Video//Private] loving_indoles October 12 2011, 08:16:45 UTC
I have faith in her. She is my strong brave little sister.

[A hint of his sis con shows its head but it is but a shadow of its former self when the object of his fawning is not even in this world.]

It's this place and its nature I don't trust.

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[Video//Private] Now with so much late! /orz crownedwalker October 20 2011, 03:07:34 UTC
And Lenalee is one of the only people I know that could overcome all of that.

[ :< It should! This is probably very traumatic!]

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hot_cyborg_girl October 17 2011, 02:25:19 UTC
Are you alright?

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loving_indoles October 17 2011, 13:34:22 UTC
[Oh a new person. Komui clumsily tries to clean his tears away but it's not really convincing.]

I am....coping. I'm sorry you had to see that.

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hot_cyborg_girl October 17 2011, 18:40:00 UTC
Don't apologize. No point in holding it in and lashing out later.

[Renee pauses. She's kind of new to the whole 'interacting like a normal person' thing.]

Do...do you need to talk about it?

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loving_indoles October 18 2011, 16:25:08 UTC
[That's a very objective way to put it.]

I'm not sure talking would change much. Your concern is appreciated however.

[Can't be rude to someone who chose to talk to him despite not even knowing him.]

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