absence of heart makes a boy, a man, a monster...

the sky looks like patchwork, stitched just enough so the sky won't fall on top of us. the city was covered in gold and made out of dreams. everything we wanted was within our reach tonight. and we stood tip-toed, eyes-glued at the scene. and we drove, what felt like forever down this street and stopped at the edge of the earth. it looks ( Read more... )

your eyes,
your concrete eyes.
cross,
crisscross my path.

now i believe that lovers should be draped in flowers and laid
entwined together on a bed of clover and left there to sleep,
left there to dream of their happiness.

i went to get my physical for tennis, and they gave me a tetanus shot...ouch!

lights out and my seat back as far as it will go ( Read more... )

and it makes me wonder...

-happy birthday Eric.

im not sure if i like this change thats coming our way.

i never really understood why she still cried after the years. possibly because i have never experienced a loss quite like that before. i use to just brush it off when she would become sad as that day, month, and week grew closer. but as i was sitting there watching the movies of her only memory left, i began to cry. i felt the pain she has ( Read more... )