"There are people who have changed my life. There are faces I have left behind".

So I just got done talking to Kimmie who I used to go to school with when I went to Towson. It was a nice, short comforting conversation. I've been thinking a lot of what my life would be like now if I stayed at Towson. It saddens me that the only people I talk to ( Read more... )

I don't understand people. Honestly I'm not sure if I ever will.

 i'm trying to make things right for myself.

sometimes i think i just try to hard and that i should stop trying and worrying.

life is good, it's stressful yet relaxing. i'm starting to see the beauty in human beings.

people in my life are becoming more and more important each day

sometimes i just wish things were more simple though.

so i'm actually ( Read more... )

I hate the way you talk to me ( Read more... )

I don't want anyone to care. I just want coffee.
Thinking, I do that too much. Thinking how to make everything better.

The ethics teacher killed herself last Saturday.

I'm afraid of something. My record player is on repeat playing Nina Simone , but skipping the soulful parts.
I sound lame. Please I feel like you are trying so hard. STOP and let ( Read more... )

    Sometimes I feel as if I'm the lead actor in some obscure coming of age indie film. Plot: Paul a male twenty years of age going through ups and downs while struggling trying to find meaning in this cruel heartless so-called world. The opening credits would be a montage of me at a party with Lily Allen's " I Don't Know" playing over top ending ( Read more... )

I'm changing my life completely.
Making my own decision.
Life is good.

spring.

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Yes I'm still alive ( Read more... )

For once, I would just like to make an impact on someone's life. I feel like I'm not doing enough yet there is nothing more I can really do. Just whatever.

    I really don't know if I want to stay or go. I'm going through this weird period of change. I came out to my parents back in December and everything was really well for awhile. The other day we were talking and I brought up the thought of bringing home a signifigant other around holidays. My mom didn't get mad, but I think she got almost " ( Read more... )