My brother informed me this morning that him and my sister in law are expecting. I think I am still moderately in shock. Why am I not more happy about this? I am so tired of feeling so much anger towards everyone around me who is pregnant. It has been 6 months since my stupid miscarriage, why am I still so bothered by it? I think there is ( Read more... )

I blew up my microwave today. I think I buy about one per year. That seems like a lot of microwaves to me. I put something in it for 20 seconds. Then it made a horrible electrical noise, like the noise a transformer makes right before it blows up (sadly, I have seen several blow up in my yard). Then I smelled that horrible burnt electrical ( Read more... )

Stupid Baseball! No Arrested Development! What the.... What I am I going to do with my night now!?

Sent my resume via snail mail to a bunch of people today. I also even applied for a real job on-line through career builder. I don't really want the job I applied for, but eventually, the money will run out. I sent my resume to a bunch of places I think would be fun for me to work, too bad they didn't really have any paying jobs (just volunteer ( Read more... )

I just booked a flight to Florida to visit my step-sister from November 5-12th.... I am excited!

Pumpkin ale is good... Unless you don't like pumpkin... Which Trixie doesn't... I need to change my eating habits to appease her. = )

Not that this is any sort of news flash, but men are stupid, selfish jerks. I am really tired of the two men in my life (one of which is my father, whom is an unappreciative resident in MY house) being selfish jerks asses! I have no fun witty or smarmy comments to make, I am just angry. Men are stupid. Actually, for that matter I am mad at my ( Read more... )

I bought a new dryer the other day. I haven't have a functioning dryer in about a year (yes, I lead a strange existence, I am aware... I once went almost a year with my natural gas turned off as well...) If any of you have purchased a new dryer lately, does yours have an interior light? I think it is just the weirdest thing to have a light go on ( Read more... )

I have been back about a week. I have been horribly busy, and am still trying to respond to 150 e-mails. My trip was spectacular, I am not certain why I came back here actually. I was mostly home sick. I missed my dogs and cats so much ( Read more... )

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