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milo_reed March 27 2010, 21:43:23 UTC
It never feels like they've been gone for so long. It's always such a empty feeling when you think about it too, and there isn't anything left to do but cry. I used to think about my Grandpa and my cousin, and have vivid memories of them, and it'd make me cry just remembering them and it'd just be... unbelievable.

I'm really sorry, though. I hope everything's alright...

Also, that woman pisses me off. From what I've heard, she sounds like a fucking menace, and needs to back the hell off.

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gakurans March 27 2010, 21:48:09 UTC
the only times i've ever cried over my grandpa are when i've held his urn.

...of course it's not? she's...in her 80's, these things just happen after awhile.

she's just a bitch, i'm not her kid so she doesn't care about me

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takesshowers March 27 2010, 21:51:51 UTC
I understand that... I'm just saying, the feeling is understandable.

And this too. I know it's not alright, it's as you said, it's natural. She's sick, but it happens.

She needs to get it into her head that she's going to be seeing a lot of you anyway, and friggin deal with it though. And not try to keep you away.

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gakurans March 27 2010, 21:55:42 UTC
i'm aware of that

i know

she actually isn't seeing a lot of me lately and i like it that way. she doesn't try to keep me away either.

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split_psychosis March 27 2010, 22:32:48 UTC
kick her in the taco

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gakurans March 27 2010, 23:05:14 UTC
paco

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positronics March 28 2010, 14:04:33 UTC
Why would ever want a phone that does anal?
(interbutts har har har)

I can relate to the whole grandparent ordeal; lost two of them within the span of this past year. It never feels right when the topic of them is bought up around here, and I'm sure it won't stop being awkward for quite some time, much like it seems to be with you.

in retrospect I shouldn't have typed "anal", "grandparent", and "awkward" in the same post, but unintentional offbeat humor is how I deal

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gakurans March 28 2010, 14:55:26 UTC
hgfhgjkhjk

it's awkward when everyone around me is focusing on it or talking about it
it doesn't consciously hurt me to think about it, but i guess deep down it must, or i at least can't forget...which i suppose is a good thing too? who knows

gfdgfh IT'S COOL MANG i'm just as bad

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