Let the Walls Around Me Burn(1/1)

[hopelessly_lazy]

Author: Rach
Pairing: Maddison
Rating: There are some words, nothing too horrible
Summary: AU, waffles, butterfly kisses, and a bucket full of angst.

Let the Walls Around Me Burn

I wanted you to be everything to me
Now I've got to learn to carry on
I know I cannot hide this emptiness inside
But nothing is the same since you've gone
Send me letters from

Comments

[anonymous]

That was fabulous! So I made the mistake of reading this at work and there I was, in my office, crying while reading a fic. It was very professional of me.

I loved this story - the way you describe the every day, mundane things that happened smoothly with Addison around and then how they all fall apart when she's gone. The story exudes such a warm vibe, that you can almost feel the love in the family. And poor Mark, you really captured him.

That was wonderful.

[hopelessly_lazy]

Yeah sad!fic and job is not a good combination and I'm glad that you enjoyed the fic and that you feel I captured him. I have a fear of being too OOC(something I think I did with Cristina in this fic, but I tried)

[xyliette]

Oh, I've been trying to string together something where I kill Addison for the longest time! *Applause* Your writing is amazing. I loved it. Little kids, oh little kids. It's so tough when they ask things like that. They all need a hug. Beautiful work.

[hopelessly_lazy]

Yep, they could definitely use some hugs and I'm not sure I could handle you killing off Addi because your work in already so angst-filled(in a totally good and amazing way) that it feels like I'm on a rollercoaster while reading and the death of Addi may kill me. lol.

[solo_fan]

It is hard to write a review for this, because I started crying about a quarter of the way into this, and didn't stop until it was over. Beautiful writing, but incredibly sad. I read a few of these types of stories, but due to the subject matter I deal with in my job everyday, I'm not a big fan of stories where they kill off beloved characters.

[hopelessly_lazy]

I don't usually kill off characters. I'm more of a fluff writer. Glad you liked the writing:)

[satanic_viper]

That was heartbreakingly sad. Poor girls. Poor Mark. I'm usually not a fan of dead!Addie fics, but I felt the need for angst tonight and you certainly delivered. Great job!

[hopelessly_lazy]

Well, that was definitely my last dead!Addi fic because I hate killing off my favorite characters, but I was in an angsty mood and it kept screaming to be written. Glad you liked it:)

[skyisgrey]

ee, so heartbreaking. i read these dead! addison fics and my heart always goes to mark because really, really how do you expect kids to survive in the care of Mark Sloan, former manwhore? but he struggles with it and does survive, which is depicted in gripping detail here and i am feeling so much for those kids, mark, and their loss. great job with this. we really don't want to kill off addie anymore but this makes for so much angsty fic, the kind you don't easily forget because at the end all you wanna do is bawl your eyes out. sigh. <3

[skyisgrey]

also, props for inserting in yang, george and derek. they're an odd bunch to help him out, but it really works here. loved it when yang took over for the "Angel" talk. cripes. so sad.