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[fyresyren]

So I had my muscle practical on Wednesday. Hopefully I passed that, won't find out until Monday though. We also had the unit exam today, which I won't find out how I did until Moday either. All I want is for a passing grade on them

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[sandd0llars]

Hi :] I couldn't comment on your other post so I am here. You said: "Sitting there, waiting for the moment when it senses that I am at my weakest and then it strikes" That is exactly how I feel a lot of the times. I don't know where or what I'll be doing in 2 years but for me it's only been 7 months and I feel like time is going so fast and sometimes when that grief catches me I'm like how am I going on in my life/world? How can I be? With all the hurt inside, how am I ignoring it and going on until that moment comes? I don't know. I don't even think about the death part, I think about the emptiness sometimes. The emptiness is overwhelming. I think what keeps me relatively okay is that I have spiritual moments with my Dad. All around in nature or in a moment where I am trying to find him or a moment I want him there or another moment when I wonder what he would do or say. I don't know what it's like for you at this time, but just know I can relate and I hope you'll be okay...I didn't want to say okay because I know it's not okay, but

[fyresyren]

I know what you mean and it's alright.

Take care of yourself too.