Gift for cupidsbow by eruthros (RPF - Carrie Fisher and Gary)
Title of vid: A Better Son/Daughter
Recipient: cupidsbow
Vidder: eruthros
Fandom: RPF - Carrie Fisher and Gary
Music: A Better Son/Daughter by Rilo Kiley
Summary: You'll be honest, you'll be brave.
Content notes: Brief mentions of fat shaming+ addiction+ and institutionalization. There is no footage of Carrie Fisher's hospitalization or funeral in this vid+ but there is a shot of her on a gurney (from Wishful Drinking).
Signed length:
Signed URL: https://eruthros.dreamwidth.org/340619.html
Lyrics
Fanwork credits in order of appearance:
Youtube: Glitter for Carrie by AMANDAJEANNN
Tumblr: Abimerrell, glosolitofa, mattelodchikova,
Deviantart: moishpain
Tumblr: xfilesposterproject, thebarbershopquartet, imnot12, finndameronns, thetwilightbrigade, poseidonne, gvlvxies, righteocean, chaseyesterdays, melodymaysecret, cookiesdf, blu-thunder-bomb,
Twitter: laloalcaraz
Tumblr: rigamo12
Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can't breathe
And hope someone will save me this time
And your mother's still calling you insane and high
Swearing it's different this time
And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her
And that god never blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
And crawl back into bed to dream of a time
When your heart was open wide and you love things just because
Like the sick and dying
And sometimes when you're on
You're really fucking on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence
But you'll fight and you'll make it through
You'll fake it if you have to
And you'll show up for work with a smile
And you'll be better
You'll be smarter
More grown up and a better daughter or son
And a real good friend
And you'll be awake
You'll be alert
You'll be positive though it hurts
And you'll laugh and embrace all of your friends
And you'll be a real good listener
You'll be honest
You'll be brave
You'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful
You'll be happy
Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
To the cries and the wails of the valley below
Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
And you'll fight it
You'll go out fighting all of them
This entry was originally posted at http://fv-poster.dreamwidth.org/326598.html, where there are
comments. You can comment either there or here.
Recipient: cupidsbow
Vidder: eruthros
Fandom: RPF - Carrie Fisher and Gary
Music: A Better Son/Daughter by Rilo Kiley
Summary: You'll be honest, you'll be brave.
Content notes: Brief mentions of fat shaming+ addiction+ and institutionalization. There is no footage of Carrie Fisher's hospitalization or funeral in this vid+ but there is a shot of her on a gurney (from Wishful Drinking).
Signed length:
Signed URL: https://eruthros.dreamwidth.org/340619.html
Lyrics
Fanwork credits in order of appearance:
Youtube: Glitter for Carrie by AMANDAJEANNN
Tumblr: Abimerrell, glosolitofa, mattelodchikova,
Deviantart: moishpain
Tumblr: xfilesposterproject, thebarbershopquartet, imnot12, finndameronns, thetwilightbrigade, poseidonne, gvlvxies, righteocean, chaseyesterdays, melodymaysecret, cookiesdf, blu-thunder-bomb,
Twitter: laloalcaraz
Tumblr: rigamo12
Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can't breathe
And hope someone will save me this time
And your mother's still calling you insane and high
Swearing it's different this time
And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her
And that god never blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
And crawl back into bed to dream of a time
When your heart was open wide and you love things just because
Like the sick and dying
And sometimes when you're on
You're really fucking on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence
But you'll fight and you'll make it through
You'll fake it if you have to
And you'll show up for work with a smile
And you'll be better
You'll be smarter
More grown up and a better daughter or son
And a real good friend
And you'll be awake
You'll be alert
You'll be positive though it hurts
And you'll laugh and embrace all of your friends
And you'll be a real good listener
You'll be honest
You'll be brave
You'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful
You'll be happy
Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
To the cries and the wails of the valley below
Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
And you'll fight it
You'll go out fighting all of them
This entry was originally posted at http://fv-poster.dreamwidth.org/326598.html, where there are
comments. You can comment either there or here.