i feel so lonely right about now, im not sure why though....im so confused about so many things right now, and only a few people know what, and know what im feeeling, i just wish i knew how she felt....its all stupid anyways, i have no chance in hell really, despite what some people think.....its all just me getting my hopes up, and im headed for a ( Read more... )

Dear Lt. Irvin of the New York State Police,
Please go fuck yourself.
Thank you again,
Your Friend,
Jared Lester

yeah...this weekend was fucked up...its all cool now though, i think.......its snowing, and im pissed, i wanted it to be spring, so summer could be here sooner, but no its still winter...wtf....school has been ok, physics is my favorite class, cause its fun, and there are cool people in it....tennis starts soon, kinda getting excited for that, ( Read more... )

if i had just called into work sick saturday morning, so much more than what happend there would have been different this weekend, definately one to forget....

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So rumor is that HFC and Mercury Switch played drifters tonight....fuckin a, i didnt find out till late this afternoon, and ihad a huge project to do, so i couldnt see them, and now im pisssssedddd....in other news....me and bs found a recording of hfc online, it is accoustic Virginian Eyes, and quite amazing...so im me if you wana know where it is ( Read more... )

the hockey team lost saturday night, and thast really kind of depressing...this weekend kind of sucked...i had FIRST in manchester friday all day, that was ok...aparently we won the animation award, which is cool cause thats what i did, so my work kinda payed off i suppose....saturday i worked, and friday night....friday night after work i got ( Read more... )

so i have been told i dont update enough, and i guess i could use the venting....so vacation has been prety alright...i didnt work much, thank god, i would have lost my mind....i got into a big fight with a persona nd now we dont talk, which i guess is ok...:-\....i did fun stuff though, i saw ashley for the first time in a while, went to a ( Read more... )

why do i bother???