I haven't updated in... a day or two ( Read more... )

Went to Mr. Fosters wake... After we knelt in front of the casket, (I kept telling myself not to think of Mr. Foster actually being there. It was too awful...) I held myself really well when I met his girlfriend and relatives. I felt like I couldn't cry in front of them. Then I got out of the funeral home and I just broke down, my mom held me for a ( Read more... )

Going out to run errands with mumsy and Bethany. (Bethany's going off to Florida for two weeks today!) SCORE! T-shirt... iron on prinouts... here I come! <3 ( Read more... )

It like, totally snowed over a foot last night. It was even thundering! That's how intense it was! *squee* So cool! I didn't even know it could snow and thunder at the same time ( Read more... )

"I Don't Want To Part ( Read more... )

Mr. Foster passed away today... I was in Health when they had the code white. Ms. Boyce went out in the hall to recieve information, and I knew it was serious because they hardly ever do it that way. Then she came in all emotional, I've never seen her like that, she just doesn't seem like that sort of lady. She told us someone had died, and I knew ( Read more... )

That Devon kid like totally bent my fingers back (AGAIN), punched me on my overly fleshy thigh hard enough to bruise, and pulled off my hat twice. I SPECIFICALLY said I did not want him to touch me, I also mentioned ALOT that my hat was hiding my hair. I even fucking took it off to show him the flat uglyness of it. Why could he not be satisfied ( Read more... )

Stupid dogs ran away! So sickly me, who's fault it was because I didn't watch them closely enough. Had to run out and look for them. My throat hurts from calling in a high pitched voice, and my eyes are all scrunched up from crying. Of course five minutes after I came in to warm up after asking the next door neighbor to please keep an eye out for ( Read more... )

Funny, I was joking with Nate on the phone last night, saying I should fake sick today. And look what happened? I woke up and I felt AWFUL. Blargh. Not only did I start my period, fucking cramps, but I have some weird bug that makes me feel like I'm going to throw up ( Read more... )

I guess I'm not going to track anymore? Okay... cool. It was being sucky anyway.

Today school was all right. I got Ian mad at me... even though I was only half serious. *sigh* I can't do nothin' right, head fulla puddin' >I wanna go to Goodwill!!!! I am full of bitterness because both Kelsey and Brie were able to go ( Read more... )