I'm sorry Nate. I don't know how many times I could say that to make you understand that I haven't betrayed you, or chosen any side. I don't know what to say to make you understand or if you still read this anymore. ::Crosses her fingers:: I hope you still do.

I had to choose....well, actually I didn't choose which apparently was enough of a choice for him. Whether I believed Em or Dav I don't know, but I wasn't going to choose between people I love so I didn't. Except the choice was made for me when I NEVER SAID anything. So now Nate and I aren't talking... and that just makes me want to do the opposite ( Read more... )

This sucks....plain words, complicated situation..I love irony so much. I don't want to choose, I don't want to have to because either way I loose. Isn't that selfish? To say that I didn't do anything but I'm still punished? I'm hurting either person either way. It feels like betrayl to either side and I'm loyal in friendships.....so what do I do ( Read more... )

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He's gone...either way...either decision..he's really gone. And it hurts ::bites lip:: I'm going to miss him, and at least when we didn't know, but we still knew he was out there. Now we never will. Goddess I hope by some miracle he's okay...even if we never end up getting in touch with him.....I love you guys...I know your hurting too and I'm

Maxine's called twice now.. ::smiles faintly:: and even if it wasn't me he called I'm glad he reached out to someone. Just to let us know he's okay.
Roswell's also over. Hehe..I've read over a couple of your entries guys and it made me think also. The show did let me meet a lot of you, online or whatever I still <3 you guys and I thank you for ( Read more... )

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Why does this happen to people who are the least deserving of it. People who are so full of life..so beautiful and sweet and goddess...this is so hard. I know the anger that follows....but this just hurts. This shouldn't have happened and yet it still did and the best we can do is be there for each other. So along with everyone... no matter what ( Read more... )

I wish I could help everyone that's hurting right now.......This is horrible...and a shock....and I just want to curl up into a blanket and cry..