ups, downs

[fullmotor]

Today started with me being down.  Deep down.  Woke up, couldn't get out of the depths of it.  I dream about Star.  Alot.  And sometimes when I wake up I just want to see her and I can't.  There was a time when I woke up to her laying there next to me, snoring quietly, and now I can't.  I used to wake up before her and I'd lay in bed and curl up

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[notshakespeare]

It has been over 10 years since I lost my best friend. I get reminded of him less, but sometimes I still feel it.

"One day at a time" isn't just a sitcom.

[anonymous]

Sorry sweetie. I know how you feel. I have thoe overwhelming moments of grief that come upon you all of a sudden. Sometimes I have fun too. It is all very surreal. Sometimes people say things to me and I want o say to them'you didn't realy just say that did you?' and maybe reach out and choke them soundly. And sometimes I want to tell people to just grt over whatever they are complaining about. But then I remember than not so long ago, my biggest problem was someething similar. Oh, and Michael----stop smoking!