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[full_of_blarney]

Things are finally getting back to normal. Classes, studying, all that jazz. It is strange to think that soon, we will no longer be here at Hogwarts. In a few months we will be out in the world and not protected by these walls we have come to rely on and make us safe. Soon we will be out in the world, trying to make our own way, find a place to

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[callmealex]

Those are some pretty deep thoughts, there, sweetheart. But it's all so true. There's oh-so-much going on in the world right now, and most of us seem to be blind to it. Or, maybe, we are being sheltered and protected from it.

I have no doubt in my mind, or in my heart, that you are going to turn into a very strong woman, and will be able to do anything it takes to make sure that the world we're living in, and the world that one day our children will live in, is a safe one.

The good guys are going to win in this, I know they will. I don't know when, and I don't know how, but....when I see our classmates, and the ones who went before us and those that will come after us...there's enough good and there are enough powerful witches and wizards that ultimately, the world will be better and safer. It has to be. I have a niece coming in a few months and I want nothing less for her or for the children I want to have, myself, one day.

[full_of_blarney]

I have no doubt in my mind, or in my heart, that you are going to turn into a very strong woman, and will be able to do anything it takes to make sure that the world we're living in, and the world that one day our children will live in, is a safe one.

Sometimes I wonder Alex. Sometimes, I fee so insecure about my abilities, not so much as a witch, but as a person. I mean I have trouble letting things go, things that don't mean anything in the grand scheme of things. That and the fact that Sirius said I would never make it as an Auror. I don't know if he said it to be hurtful or if he really believes it to be true.

[Private to Alex]
I mean, I can't even forgive Vivian. If I can't get over that, how can I move on as a person, Alex?
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[callmealex]

It can be hard to let things go sometimes, but I know you and I know your heart and while you might hold on to things, when it comes right down to it you WILL be able to see past things. If it were a life and death situation, I know with all of my being that you would do everything you possibly could to save anyone, even someone you might have a petty problem with. That's just the type of person you are. You wouldn't let your personal feelings get in the way

[full_of_blarney]

Thank you for that, Alex. And of course you're right. I would do my utmost to make sure my personal feelings did not get in the way if someone's life were at stake. I know I have the capabilities as a witch to become an Auror. I have been studying for it all of my life. My father has complete faith in me that I will be able to be one of the best Aurors in the Department. And well, as his Department works so closely with that Department, I have to trust his opinion.

[Private-Unlockable by Xander]
Sweet Merlin, how I love you! I can't believe I am letting something that Sirius, of all people, said to me get to me. He's a miserable, unhappy little boy whose only defense is to lash out at people who care about him. I cannot understand how I could let his hurtful words do more than your kind and loving ones.

Xander, forgive me for being such a fool. Of course you are right about all of it. Your faith in me keeps me grounded and strong and I love you more than words can express.

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[semperputus]

It is strange to think that soon, we will no longer be here at Hogwarts. In a few months we will be out in the world and not protected by these walls we have come to rely on and make us safe.

Yes, McKinnon, we will be leaving soon and Sweet Slytherin it's about damn time. I cannot wait to leave this awful place and be on my own. I think it is disgusting the way Dumbledore and the rest of them try to keep us from knowing what's going on in the real wizarding world. I personally have never felt "safe" here. I have felt stifled and bored out of my gord, but never "safe".

Your words, I think, are pathetic Marlene. It shows you to be weak and powerless, and that is not something that will win you anything, especially not a war against the Dark Lord himself fight of any kind

[readingfields]

Your words, I think, are pathetic Marlene. It shows you to be weak and powerless, and that is not something that will win you anything, especially not a war against the Dark Lord himself fight of any kind.

Pathetic? I disagree. I think her words are profound.

Weak? Powerless? Once again, I disagree. The very fact that you think her words are weak and powerless gives them more power than you know. Her words show she cares about the world, and the good people in it.

That you see this as a simply showing of weakness proves your own weakness, your lack of respect everyone around you. You seem to think that because good people show emotion, it makes them weak. It only makes them the stronger for showing emotion.

We'll go out into the world knowing that what we're going to fight for is right, and the emotion, the love, the caring, the depth that you classify as "weakness" becomes our greatest weapon.

Private To Marlene

[miss_vance]

I have many of the same fears. I have been worrying myself sick thinking about it. I'm glad to know that I am not the only one who questions these issues. At least you know that you will have others with you. It feels like no matter what side I choose I will be alone.