My Star
Title: My Star
Pairing: RieDa (Irie Jingi x Shida Mirai)
Rating: PG-13
Author: fujikawarinfr
Genre: Romance, angst, sad, fluff
AN: - i'm sorry if it's fail DX
- I only own the plot...
-i'm sorry if there're grammatically wrong..
-Shida's POV
YEEEEYY FREEDOM!!! Everyone looks so happy today. This is the last day of school. All exams and torture already done perfectly. I hope this year I’ll get the 1st rank, beat Chinen Yuri who got 1st rank last year.
He is there. Chit chatting with Shougo-kun, his bestfrined. Shougo-kun pointed me and Jingi turned back to look at what his bestfriend pointed at. He smiled at me. And make me blushed a little bit.
If I have enough brave to invite you to my Christmas party…
If only… If only…
I don’t know what should I do…
What should I do Oh What should I do
“Mirai-chan? Daijoubu? Your face turned red badly!” Jingi walked to my place, he looked so worried. Oh Jingi… Please stop it! The way you worried make me more worst! I can’t even breathe! Ambulance! I need Ambulance now! I need extra supply of oxygen since you already suck away all of my oxygen stock!
“Mirai-chan?” He touched my back. Oh no… don’t do that Jingi!! Don’t look at me, now!! I sure that my face looks horrible now. It’s just too red.
“What’s wrong?” he asked me again.
“It’s nothing,” I finally replied. I still hide my face.
It’s nothing, how can there be anything, if there are no YOU in my life? If there are no YOU in my Christmas party?
Oh My Gosh! What just I’m thinking about?! No no no no no!! He’s just my bestfriend! Nothing more, nothing less. I shouldn’t think that way!
Why, why do you
always suck away all the oxygen
causing me, you causing me
to hyperventilate and in need of an ambulance
Don't look at me, don't look at me just yet
My face is turning red, it's giving me away
It's nothing, how can there be anything
I will never admit I like you
Today is the day… Luckily one of my friends wanted to help me to invite him. I also already remind him again about this party.
But, where’s he now?? All of my guest already come and rock my party, while he?? I even didn’t see he’s entering my house!
Where’s he now? What is he doing right now? I’m lonely in the crowed situation. I know that Yama-chan already look at me from distance since he come to my house. I’m not sure, but I think he know that I’m looking for Jingi, that’s why he didn’t want to come to my place.
Why he is not come to my party? I’ll absolutely scold him as he arrived! I need an excellent reason from him about this. My heart broken into pieces just because of him. I do hate him! I hate him for not coming to my aid!
The Christmas song still echoed inside my house. Song changed by another song. The top event has come. I haven’t seen him yet. I start crying inside. Too disappointed to my bestfriend. Too disappointed to my crush.
The song “We Wish You a Merry Christmas” echoed. Beautiful sound from the singer told us that this is the time to exchange the Christmas gift. Ehhh?? Wait a minute! This sound is not our singer’s sound! Well, I must admit that the sound is still nice, but…
Boy that wore white tuxedo come to my place that was been flashlighten (?). He looks totally cool. The smiling and innocent face decorated his awesome face. His smile is sun for my heart that sent away the ‘rain’ in my heart and make such a beautiful rainbow in my heart.
One of his hands is in his pocket holding something, while the other one is holding mike. Jingi, he is the one who sing that song. Sing my favourite Christmas song. I never thought that he could sing a song that nice.
What should I do, the feeling is sweet yet sour
Secretly loving you is happy yet lonely
What should I do, I can't confess my love
I hate you for not coming to my aid
How can you be like this
Your smile defeats the sun
Even better looking than me
“We wish you a Merry Christmast 3x
And Happy New Year”
“Surprise,” he bowed, whispering at my ear. My face turned red. I can feel my eyes were flooding.
“How dare you! You… you…” I can’t continue my sentence. I hit his shoulder many times with no power. Am I died already? Is this a real world?
Why, why do you
have to appear at this unreasonable time
causing me, you causing me
to lose the little restraint and gracefulness I have
Oh no, I'm dead
It's like I'm losing myself
“Hey! Hey! Hold on…” he wiped my tears away. He took out a small red box and opened it for me. A small cute ring caught my eyes. Star shaped ring that have small diamond at one of the tips of it.
“Merry Christmas, my star,” he gave me his best smile again. He makes me smile even though my eyes still produce tears. I tried to hide my face. again. Is this dream? He took my hand softly and put the ring at my finger. All guest include my family were clapping their hands. They look so happy. Maybe I couldn’t fulfill my emotion’s promise: scold him. But, at least, this party can be counted as the best party ever.
My guess was wrong. Not all guests were happy. I saw Yamachan with sad and disappointed face went out from my house. I feel pity to him. I hope he’s alright.
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