Another Promise [2/4]
Fuji-chan
Title: Another Promise
Author: Fuji-chan
Rating: PG-13
Warning: hints of sex, and an angsty 13-year-old
Genre: angst, angst, and more angst?
Words: 1213
Pairing: ChiiTarou (Chinen x Ryutaro), and a veeeery little KeiTarou (Keito x Ryutaro)
Author’s Notes: I'M NO GOOD IN MAKING SMUT DDD: *cries*
CHAPTER 1 CHAPTER 2:
As he locked the door shut, Chinen pushed Ryutarou onto the bed and jumped on him. Ryutarou can’t believe that Chinen can be as violent as that. He remained still as Chinen’s lips move from his neck to his ears. He laughed softly with the tickling feeling when Chinen’s lips moved towards his nose. The other boy pulled away and asked, “Happy now?”
Ryutarou kept silent and still. He’s still surprised to his boyfriend’s sudden behavior. “Ryuu-chan?” he heard Chinen ask again.
He shook his head until he felt dizzy, “Sorry. Where are we again?” and from there he felt his cheeks burn when he felt Chinen’s lips against him. He wrapped his arms around Chinen’s firm body, then closing his eyes to perfect the moment. He moaned involuntarily when he felt Chinen’s hands holding his pants.
He kissed back shortly, feeling the pressure that he teeth hurt a bit. Both of them are enjoying this passionate moment when they heard Chinen’s phone rang on the bed. Chinen moved his lips away and placed his finger on Ryutarou’s lips to stop him from kissing. He took off and answered the phone.
“Moshi moshi? Oh, Dai-chan. what, really? That’s great! Um…I’m doing something with Ryutarou right now, I think I can’t…oh…please? But -.” As he closed the phone, he looked at his boyfriend pouting, wanting to have more. He laughed and patted Ryutarou’s head, “I’m sorry. I have to go now,” and went out without any goodbye gesture.
Ryutarou continued to sit on his bed, looking at the door where Chinen went out. “You picked Daiki over me again…” he whispered as the cool tears burned over his still warm cheeks, looking down at his unbuttoned and almost unzipped pants.
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The first to finish the interview and pictorial, Ryutarou went in the room and waited for all 10 members to finish. He continued to sit there, drinking his juice while he watches Yuto tickling Yamada when the little guy showed up, sat beside him and gave him a big hug, “Nee~, I’m sorry about yesterday. Dai-chan needs help, and, well, I have to do something. Will you forgive me?”
Ryutarou thought. Daiki is Chinen’s best friend, so of course you’ll do anything for your friend. But the fact that Chinen left him while doing something just became Daiki called. The young boy put down his juice, and wrapped his arms around Chinen and decided to give him another chance, “You’re forgiven. Do you want to continue what we did?”
Chinen grew a smile and happily sat on Ryutarou’s lap. During those sweet kisses, Ryutarou still doubts about his boyfriend’s awkward behavior. As Daiki came and interrupted them by pulling Chinen away, they left him pouting on the couch again.
Keito moved closer to him and patted his head, “Still jealous over Daiki-kun huh?” he heard the young boy sigh, and he continued, “You know, if Chinen’s having another relationship, he shouldn’t be too obvious that he’ll leave the person he’s kissing with.”
Ryutarou laid his head on Keito's shoulders, looking all gloomy. Keito tried to console him once more, “You’re one lucky person. You have Chinen as your boyfriend, and you two have been passionate about each other. I’m happy for the two of you.” He laughed, “But I’ll never get those kisses from you anymore” he mumbled to himself.
“Did you say something after our relationship part?” Ryutarou asked to make sure if what he heard is right.
“No. I just said that you’re lucky to have Chinen,” the English boy said, blushing.
Even though he said that, Ryutarou was positive that his friend said something that concerns him and kisses. Since they are only ones in the room, the young boy hugged Keito and gently kissed his cheek. He even chuckled at Keito’s blushing reaction.
At last, I kissed someone in exchange for Chii’s lack of time for me, Ryutarou thought immaturely as he smiled to Keito’s happy mood.
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“What’s the secret?” Ryutarou asked when he finally unfolds the mystery on why Chinen would be with Daiki more than him.
“Sorry. Dai-chan doesn’t want anybody to know.”
“But I’m not just ‘anybody’, I’m your boyfriend. Can’t he trust me?”
Chinen raised his shoulders, “I dunno, but to be sure, I’m not telling,” he said as he held Ryutarou’s hand while watching the colorful sunset.
The young boy wasn’t really happy with the answers he expected. A week seeing Chinen and Daiki together is too much for him already. He shook his hand from Chinen and said, “Just tell me you wanted him more than me, okay?”
Chinen was surprised, “What? No! Our relationship has nothing to do with the secret.”
“Then why can’t you tell me what it is?” he’s getting angry now.
“I already told you -”
Ryutarou stood up and shouted, “Don’t you lie to me! Seeing you and Daiki already hurts, and your sorrys and kisses aren’t enough. If you like Daiki, why won’t you just tell me?!”
“Dai-chan’s only a friend! Can’t you just trust me on this?!” Chinen answered with rage as well.
Seeing those angry eyes again since the night he hurt himself, Ryutarou bit his lip. He has to be strong enough to look at those eyes, “You’re really stubborn, you know that.” He said, waling away, “If you wanted Daiki that badly, I can give you to him. That way, you can be with him 24/7 now.” and he felt a twinge in his hear as he said those words.
“Are you saying…”, Chinen slowly asked, tears already flowing, “…that we’re breaking up?”
Ryutarou can’t stand it anymore. First Chinen’s raging face then those tears. He just walked back, and ran away, ran away while the sun runs too to hide itself behind the mountains. He ran as fast as he can, just like the day when Chinen pulled him to his house. Trying to fight the tears, he bumped into Daiki, and seeing him made the young boy finally burst into tears. The BEST member tried to hug him, but he ran away instead.
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Daiki was worried when he saw Ryutarou very teary-eyed, and he was surprised to see Chinen crying at the distance. He ran up and hugged the little guy, “What happened? You and Ryutarou and crying your hearts out.”
Chinen continued crying, wetting Daiki’s shirt at the same time. Daiki can’t help but to feel bad for Chinen. He gently carried the little guy and gave him a piggyback ride. He asked, “Don’t tell me you didn’t tell Ryutarou.”
“H-h-he broke up with m-me…” Chinen stutter, not listening to his question earlier. He laid his head on Daiki’s shoulder.
Daiki sighed and was a bit irritated, “Why didn’t you tell him? He’s your boyfriend!”
Chinen just cried; he can’t believe HIS Ryutarou would get angry like that. Daiki understood his unresponsiveness and continued carrying him to his house. When he finally placed Chinen on his bed, he said something that may help lighten the little guy’s feelings. “Hey, Takaki says that he likes me, and wants me to be his boyfriend. Thanks a lot for your help.”
From there, he left Chinen silently sobbing, hoping he would stop now.
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