so i was going to write some thoughts down about life, problems, and girls but i cant convert them from thought to paragraph on here very well so i'm gonna give up on that and just say life isnt great, but i'm living. hopefully i can look back on these years and tell myself that i 'lived' while i was alive. thats all i want from this life.

this is gay, i remember why i stopped.

goodbye.

been not sober a lot lately. a lot a lot ( Read more... )

how shitty is it that i have certain cds that when i listen to them, make me think of certain people. its probably because i liked the person during the phase when a cd wouldnt leave my car stereo for extended periods of time. and when you like someone they are frequently on you mind. therefore you associate the music you were listening to when you ( Read more... )

what could possibly go wrong? (knock on wood)

theres no way this wont be dope.

even if i end up getting fingerprinted down at county. right?

"A murdered wife. A one-armed man. An obsessed detective. The chase begins ( Read more... )

so i need to knuckle down with my life. get a grip and stop pretending i know what im doing. this year is almost over and i feel that nothing much has changed from any other year. so for now i am going to just ride the rest of the year out. just see where it takes me. when new years comes around i will celebrate the anniversary of getting ( Read more... )

i just wrote dope guitar riffs. lets hope i can get lyrics that are just as dope, a really good drummer, a person down to play bass and perhaps a second guitarist for interlude/melody/build-up stuff. even if not, i will go buy a program that lets me record myself and i will add in the other stuff later. im gonna get rich ( Read more... )

im pretty sure livejournal died. not nearly as many posts by people as in the past. i cut my friends down a long time ago but i went through and looked at other peoples through all of your pages and yep. its dead ( Read more... )

...work every morning at 4am. off between 10 and 1230. if it is mon-Wed, i then proceed to hang out at franks house until about 130 when i leave for school where i get off at 445 then go back and chill more.then go home go to bed and do it alllll over again. if it is thursday-saturday i will get off work, go home and sleep, then hang out, and ( Read more... )