so i'm crossin' my fingers like freakin' crazy here!!!!!!
as nice as mary baldwin and chatham are - point park is my first choice.  and no, not because of michael. well i mean, he's like the icing on the cake ~_^ [wait that analogy totally doesn't work...i totally don't like icing...=( lol....] anyways! i don't know i've researched all 3 ( Read more... )

so yeah.
if you've been told about that whole incident with that asshole and i -- kindly let me know.
if you know what i'm talking about, then you know what i'm talking about. if you're lost - well then that's really awesome.
BECAUSE IT'S FUCKING PRIVATE! and if it was going to be public i would've fucking pressed charges!
i am so fucking upset right ( Read more... )

so yeah. after all the shit that happened fate, the universe and whatever else makes bad things happen struck me again ( Read more... )

another tattoo ( Read more... )

so i got a tattoo. and it's beautiful and wonderful! i am very pleased with it. michael got one too, but his mom doesn't know, lol.  he likes his as well. which is nice that we both like them lol ( Read more... )

lost
got into a towngate play
scared
might see michael on wednesday
sad
seeing sweeney todd with fudge and sean -major happiness-
confused

all in all i am thinking rather unpleasent thoughts about mostly everything in my life. depression? like for real?  i don't know and i'd never admit it. but these thoughts....some of them are downright bad. like i know ( Read more... )

yesterday = amazing. ^_ ( Read more... )

ok so HAPPY = NO DAY CLASSES! [and probably no night classes either!] i got up, called the number and jumped back into bed and didn't get up til noon! =) happyhappy ( Read more... )

i'm sorry. that was wrong and bad. bad decision.  i wish i could say that i'm totally better now and i know for certain it'll never happen again.  it WON'T EVER HAPPEN AGAIN. i promise. really. it won't.

ANYWAY! ~

michael came wednesday night [well it literally was thursday morning but...] to help me. i don't know what i would've done if he hadn't. i ( Read more... )

yeah so today = awesome.
and i'm so happy.
it was cold, though!!!
hung out with michael most of the day in pittsburgh =D
we rode escalators in macy's. and pretended we were buying furniture for our house ^_^ and then we started talking about how awesome our life will be. and how our house will be fucking retarded cuz we'll just buy things that look ( Read more... )