Have you ever just wondered what the fuck happened?

[frostfalcon]

Today started out great, I woke, up felt good, had coffee and even treated the office to the fancy coffee at the cafe... I was happy because I finally paid off all the ex's crap and I'm out of debt... So that's good right? well the day went down hill from there. I tried to be happy and peppy for my sanity's sake and that of my clients and co-

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[frostfalcon]

I've been feeling and doing better since I started going to a restorative yoga class and I even tried going to church but that didn't work... it seems I don't fit in to the clique in the church... I'm in the minority in this town... a single female over 35 that doesn't have kids, I'm not going to even mention my other quirks.

It's just some days it really gets to me, I plan on leaving but it took 4 years to clean up the mess me ex made when we split and I am just now to the point where I can pass a credit check to rent an apartment again so I can leave I just don't know where to go. The time I spend getting things together is just draining... Sorry to whine, today seems to be off to a better start anyway...

[frostfalcon]

I run 3 miles every other day, do some weight training on the days I don't run and Yoga at least once a week... I feel physically better now than I did in High School (and I weight 25 pounds less than when I was 17). I work out when I start feeling bad but I don't want to get to be too much of a gym rat, LOL....

I think most of my problem is the rural western PA mindset... there are a lot of nice people but if you don't fit into the get married and have kids mold they don't know what to do with you (I also don't smoke or have tattoos which almost seem to be a requirement in this town). I'm thinking of relocating to Tampa or maybe Atlanta, bigger cities, more people and I can enjoy the outdoors all year long where here November to April I'm pretty much stuck inside. The only thing I really like here is I have a job I love with people I actually like being around.

Have fun with the classes! it's always interesting to learn something new!!