I've discovered why this journal has been my female bashing board over the years; it's because I never tell any one person the entire story. Everyone gets little bits and pieces, because things never turn out the way I hope or plan (usually because I get way ahead of myself). And as such, I'd look like an @sshat for saying one thing and then having ( Read more... )

It was amazing what heartbreak did to me last time. How empty and hollow it left me. I can feel the process repeating itself, and I feel both powerless to stop it, and not particularly interested in stopping it ( Read more... )

Today... was a day of self-deprication. It seems you can run from a quarter-life crisis, but you can't hide forever. And boy, did I run long and hard ( Read more... )

What's the quote? "Those that fail to learn from their mistakes are doomed to repeat them"?

Surprisingly enough, this is a non-woman related entry! Perish the thought ( Read more... )

Things had been going grandly for the last month, because I had found a new romantic interest. I had finally put to rest all of the lingering feelings for Stephanie, and was quite content in knowing someday, I would find someone to spend the rest of my life with. I was horribly misguided with pursuing Rachel; I was bending over backwards, doing ( Read more... )

Let history be a lesson
Let it guide your future path
May it lend you wisdom gathered
and shelter you from wrath

May you rejoice among the victories
Wrought from battles past
And learn from previous failures
With outcomes now recast

--- Work in Progress (not bad for improvising in 5 minutes)

Please, don't let me mess this up.

Basile the deal.

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'Nuff said.

A worry-free, carefree entry for those of you still here to follow ( Read more... )

Finding myself in the same place I was in 8 years ago is not fun ( Read more... )