Abby, I told you how I felt over the phone. If you can't do it in person, I would at least hope that you could tell me on the phone instead of saying it on fucking livejournal. but whatever.
I'm sorry that your life isn't coming together like you had hoped it would this year, but that is not my fault. I tried to talk to you that day outside, but it felt awkward. What the fuck am I supposed to do about that?
And regarding the you being there for me when it came to jeremy, I do appreciate that. And I always will. And I know that I did take precedence over him at times last year, but that just how it goes when you try to equal out friend time and boyfriend time. I can understand that. But the fact that you took precedence of him when you said that you were going to celebrate my birthday was a kick to my balls. that's just a fact. I can get over that eventually, but it just keeps popping up in my mind when will all this shit stop. I don't know when.
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I'm sorry that your life isn't coming together like you had hoped it would this year, but that is not my fault. I tried to talk to you that day outside, but it felt awkward. What the fuck am I supposed to do about that?
And regarding the you being there for me when it came to jeremy, I do appreciate that. And I always will. And I know that I did take precedence over him at times last year, but that just how it goes when you try to equal out friend time and boyfriend time. I can understand that. But the fact that you took precedence of him when you said that you were going to celebrate my birthday was a kick to my balls. that's just a fact. I can get over that eventually, but it just keeps popping up in my mind when will all this shit stop. I don't know when.
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