you are evil.
you infiltrate my thoughts.
even when you're not with me, you make me cry.
you are evil.
and i don't understand why i can't hate you.

"Would you invite me to your wedding?"

today, today, today... i took half day just like that. i congratulated serene on getting the scholarship.

today, i think i fell in love again. and today, i saw how much he loves me. though he will probably never admit, i knew what it was.

man. i wish i could plan my future.

For Natalie,

I havent been online as of late so today I started backtracking my reads from my LJ friends page. I read your entry on our grad night and suddenly I felt an immense sadness afterwards. Maybe it was the finality of school-life or maybe it was how you mentioned that you would be leaving soon. I became emo.

I feel so guilty because of the ( Read more... )

i don't like this very much. nope, not really. i have icky responsibilities now. and that's never good. i feel like a fucking adult. that's not good either. i have become such a different person now, it scares me. being out of school exposed me in such a way ...i didn't know i had it in me. gah. i need  to go back to school. if only i'm not too ( Read more... )

how come ah, when it finally feels like i'm having the best times of my life, something has to pop up and screw things over?

today us girls at work decided to sync and clean up the computers in the office ( Read more... )

The event was not too bad. there was abt 70 odd ppl so the turnout was better than we had (kinda) initially expected. My voice did die on me so I emceed with a hoarse man-like voice (which Rudy and Shaun claimed it wasnt man-like at all)(riiiight) and it was pretty well i spose. The crown kinda sorta sucked, i guess coz it was just after work and ( Read more... )

the interns are gone. and im now working with 2 new people. which is fine. i think. theres an even tmrw. i cant wait. its gonna be such an experience.

i was thinking abt nats hair. i think i prefer her in brown. i noe i noe, im fickle. i said black the last time coz i was thinking abt xiaxue and her blondeness. mnf.

so um, the unis still hasnt ( Read more... )

i feel like im floating and existing for no particular reason.
i feel like im still in vacation and waiting for school to start.

mehh.

i have lost it.