Sitting here in my room, I've realized a terrible fear: I've become an interesting mix of the people I most dislike.  Take, for instance, my annoying pretentiousness.  Working at Goodwill has opened my eyes to the fact that I have a major superiority complex.  I think I'm better than most people, and it pisses me off.  One guess where I learned how ( Read more... )

my friends are my life.
period.

...and as he peered into the passenger side mirror, a tear slid down the boy's cheek.  And he remembered everything.

"Shit, he saw me looking!"  In his head, he slowly grew more and more nervous over the night.  This was the night for which the boy had been waiting a long time.  Tonight was the night he was going to tell the man that he loved him, ( Read more... )

Shit, what appears to be just a regular library is secretly hiding all the hott gay boys. Seriously, I wanna come hang out at the Wells Library more now...I don't mean to be so gay, it's just that I think that everybody should know this...

I have 10 days before Lauren and I move into our new apartment. I'm pretty excited about that. I have a feeling that things will just be much better after that. I still have to send her the check I owe her, but that's about it. I really miss her ( Read more... )

...In just one word I can sum up my life: confusing. Whether I'm imagining my future career, my present job, or my current habits, I'm so confused about things nowadays. I've been watching the TV show "Scrubs" a lot lately, and it's helped me realize that, once again, I'd much rather have a career in medicine than anything else. I know; it means ( Read more... )

So, I've been realizing more and more lately that I am seeing things. No, not in my mind; I've been seeing things randomly moving around me. Well, it was definitely in my mind, but I'm believing that these things are real. The reason is that the things that I see are not abnormal, they're things that I'd see everyday. One example: When my cell ( Read more... )

So, I've been working at Goodwill for two days now, and I fuckin' love it. It's pretty much a really great job. The people there are all nice and I really enjoy hanging out with a lot of them. Yesterday was the Storewide 50% off sale, and it was torturous. I was so sleepy once I got off work. For some reason I stayed up until 2:30 in the A.M. ( Read more... )

So the summer's been alright. Me and Adam-Gregory are no longer friends, I no longer reside with him and Rob, and I'm presently staying with Toady. I took the most random road trip to Canada and Michigan with Lauren and Emily, and we visited the Sleeping Bear Dunes (the most beautiful sight in the world!). The Lake was so blue and you could see ( Read more... )

Am I missing out on love? It's a beautiful summer, and love is most definitely in the air. I want somebody to love me and to hold me on this lonely summer nights. I mean, what else can I ask for? It's all I want. Why? Am I dependent on love or the prospect of love? Maybe I am...I don't know. What else have I to do than to rant about love? ( Read more... )