i'm in a bad mood today.

so far.

i think i'm still asleep though.

hopefully this will change before the day is over.

i hate waking up depressed.

lame.

whatever.

i'm gonna go make catherine breakfast and then go wake her up.

she better eat it.

haha...or i might cry.

that would suck.

soooooooooooooooooo.
emily moved in and i think it's been amazing. hopefully she feels the same way. i love having her here and everything so far has been great. so, hopefully it'll stay that way.

i have no work today or tomorrow....i need the money, but it's kind of nice. i needed to clean the house. i never want to do the dishes again.

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today.
is 9 months.
and tomorrow is valentine's day.
good timing.

<3

Catherine Gironda,

WILL YOU BE MY VALENTINE?????

<3

i've had ani in my head all day.

and i watched a giraffe give birth on animal planet today....i was a little afraid.

i need to get out of the house but there is nothing to do today.

i have work on monday...this is a good thing.

ummmmm......

not being busy means lots of thinking lately....

leaves me a little confused....

that sucks.

i'm done.

<3

emily conrad is moving into my house.

that's a good thing.

really.

it's gonna help me out a lot.

and her too.

and...i love the shit out of her. more than she'll ever know. and....we have a weird ass relationship...one that you won't understand...you'll only stand there and laugh. because...trust me....it's funny to watch.

ok...i need a shower.

i'm done.

<3

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so. i've got this pretty amazing girlfriend.
and she's at work right now.
so i'm pretty bored,
but she gets of work in like an hour...so it's all good.

um...i got catherine's first present . i'll probably give it to her for her birthday though...and not christmas.
and...she thinks she knows what it is. at least i'm guessing she thinks she knows.
but. um.
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yesterday...i came home from work...and i wasn't feeling well...and i walked into my room...and there were flowers...and a cookie...haha...and a pack of cigarettes sitting on my desk...with a little note...that pretty much made my day...

<3

all these songs..yeah..they're getting to me...blah...but i cry a little less everyday..

<3
me

buildings and bridges- ani difranco

Buildings and bridges
are made to bend in the wind
to withstand the world,
that's what it takes
All that steel and stone
is no match for the air, my friend
what doesn't bend breaks
what doesn't bend breaks

we are made to bleed
and scab and heal and bleed again
and turn every scar into a joke
we are made to fight
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