So tonight I was supposed to go to Lauryn's movie shoot. I called my mom from Taco Bell to tell her what was going on. She asked when I thought I was going to be I said 11 maybe earlier. Right after I said that she flat out said no. I had told her where it was and what was going on. She was just saying no. I hung up on her. I wasn't going to go ( Read more... )

Yesterday was quite interesting. Jason came over so we hung out for a few hours together. Lauryn took him to work and then we went to go get Will. We all came back to my house. Then Lauryn and Jenelle came over. I cut Jenelle's hair. It looks so hot now. Laurny waxed Jenelle's and my eyebrows and did our make up. We looked pretty ( Read more... )

I'm realy sure what was going on today, but it's was weird ( Read more... )

so I'm here at home again. Really bored and kinda pissed off. O well it's not like I have anything else to do. Just like tomorrow I'll be here at home working around the house. But then it's not like have anything better to do.

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So I realize that it's been a week since I've done anything with this thing. My sister is in Cali with a friend so it's been really nice around here. I like it a lot. I've been spending as much time with Jason like always ( Read more... )

Monday- Memorial fro Brendan at the library. Tears and feelings of pain, remorse, hurt, and sorrow. That all I got out of it. It was not something I would like my friends to ever go though again ( Read more... )

JESSICARENALEESON

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Jealous

E

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Edgy

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Stylish

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Sassy

I

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Impassioned

C

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Crazy

A

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Arty

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Radiant

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Enlightened

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Nervy

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Friday- Got up in the morning really early so the cable guy could come put the cable in. Hung around the house untill 10 and then went to The Boathouse to turn in my aplication and see my baby. Jason gave me the keys to the house so I could go there. I did his laundry and cleaned up a little bit. I had to go home to be picked up by my dad since it ( Read more... )

So yesterday I went with Steffy, Lauryn, and Jason to go see the fireworks at the lake. They were really awesome. After the Fireworks we found out that Tyler proposed to Mandy. We are all so happy for them. We parked like 4 miles away so we walked atleast 8 miles that day. I got home at like 11:30 and went to sleep shortly there after ( Read more... )

Everyone truely does have a different way of dealing with Brendan's death or anything else for that matter. Some of us try to hid it all inside and not let anyone in. Some of us have to make ourselves seem better than other people. Some of us just need to comforted. Some need nothing more than just a friend. I can't say what's the right way to deal ( Read more... )