hxxp://www.mediafire.com/download.php?h4zhdvd2kdyzhdvd2kdy Busdrivers new album, Jhelli Beam. This stuffs way awesome. The beats are waaay mellow so far. It's completely just hip hop to chill to. I smell some road trip music?
Met up with my doctor, talked for a long time. Helped relieve a lot of guilt and resolve some doubt and whatnot. It was good to be able to talk to someone who had no expectation or judgements. It really did help a lot. I don't know what the future holds, but it'll be better than now.
So, my parents sneak attacked me about my feelings. Which is for the better I suppose. I'm going to start seeing a psychiatrist, and hopefully make some positive life changes. Also, maybe going to go to Kenya in the summer to help build some farms. That'd be nice. Things are looking up, but I can't help but look down.