050611 FEAR

Jun 05, 2011 21:07

Why, now it seems that I finally get up to LJ again to rant haha ( Read more... )

ffffaaaillll

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frappetique June 5 2011, 14:53:01 UTC
it's the waaahhh headquarters haha.

I know I can't handle everything by myself, but I forgot how to reach to another people and cry / let all my worries said. It's frustrating. I feel so absolutely alone most of the time. It feels like I will explode and crumble sometime soon.

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frappetique June 5 2011, 15:42:57 UTC
I don't think I am that /sad/ socially haha. I have tons of friends, they confide in me and all but somehow I just can't express my frustration and sadness to them, I feel that if I do that they might find me annoying - how should I put this? I feel like my burden is not as important as theirs. That I am insignificant etc. Every time I try to express it, every time I try to ask for help there's something in me that just... stop it.

I am not, tbh. :(

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nyaabo June 7 2011, 05:53:39 UTC
I hope you can sort out what you want right now and that you can learn to overcome your fears little by little. I think it's important to confide in people even if you don't expect them to give you advice. Sometimes it's just nice to let your thoughts breathe instead of letting them get stifled in your mind all the time. It really takes some pressure off, so I hope you can learn to give your mind a break.

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frappetique June 7 2011, 18:54:09 UTC
I will try, I can't promise, but I will try.

Thank you, Nyaabo.

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