well....i'm sure glad i survived this weekend i deff. thoguht i was gunna die. like 3 times. i prolly sould have. okay so lets start off from friday night, (que blurry flashback scene change ( Read more... )

so...i guess i kinda fucked up guys, i got my report card before my mom did and seince the syracuse city school district is retarded i hope to dear god that mine is one of the cards they fucked up....oh god im dead. heh. so im going to enjoy this weekend to the fullest before i give it to my mom. fuck syracuse, im moving back down to florida! haha ( Read more... )

sometimes, i fell just just saying, "fuck you people, im moving to florida". it allways seemed insane to me how a popular person could be lonely. and here i am, everyone in that fucking school knows me, and to what avail? how many people can i honestly consiter my friends? fuck them. jered is moving to orlando and getting a job with his uncle. i ( Read more... )

well you dont know
that i know
but its true
i know you
you know me
so lets see
what becomes
of us now

well im not calling you back
so have fun
with your life
as its lasts
i'll be sure to laugh
as your with your new guy

i'v come to the realization that i have no fucking clue how to cut an apple into slices, i;d be the worst kindergarden teacher ever!

well everyone im not dead...physiclly. i've just be busy working, sleeping..school...."living"...i think? anyways anyone miss me yet? c'mon ppl it could do wonders for my self esteem XD haha. i've been a dumbass a bit too much lately and certain dictators have stamped me close under their fist. i missed the dropkick murphey's show i was looking ( Read more... )

fuck you people, fuck you. if you dont hear from me again, its not cause im dead, its cause im dead to you. fuck you.

I’m not mad ( Read more... )

so i guess im back to being myself, at least i feel like myself. i was taking the bus home from work like i allways do now, and theres this girl, i cant remember her name. honestly i dont even remember if i've ever really even talked to her, but i asked her for the tiem and she gave it to me, politely. and may or may not have smiled, so down to the ( Read more... )

im not goin to mention the past 24 hours, cause fuck it. i dont care. goddamnit girl, i were fuckin right, i dont. for the first time i can remember, i dont care, at all. about anything, my future, my past, my present. fuckit, ima live my life and stop caring? sound good? im not going to update this untill i have something contradictory to say.