To ten million fireflies, I'm weird 'cuz I hate goodbyes...

[frabjouslinz]

It's been an odd few weeks. I feel as though I'm drifting through the days distracted and dazed and not really aware of anything, skipping over a lot of important details. I'm not sure why that is exactly, although it might be partially weather related. The silent explosion of color, while pretty, is offset by the dark and the wet and the cold,

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[scarlettina]

::hug::

Scary facing the rest of your life, isn't it? I know. But it's going to be awesome, girl. Really and truly.

::hug::

[frabjouslinz]

It isn't the scary that's unnerving me right now as my own strange disconnected feeling. I feel like I should be *feeling* something, but mostly I just feel ... off. I'm sure it's partly that I've been struggling toward this moment for 2 years, and I don't really believe it yet.

[frabjouslinz]

Ink is on paper. He has nothing left to do but adhere to the terms, so everything should be final once the courthouse is finished with it.

Plots for opera and ballet tend to be overblown and unbelievable. Some of it is when they were written, but some of it is because people like soap operas. So just think of them as cultured soap operas with pretty music and dancing, and you'll do fine. ;)

I will enjoy WFC. Sorry you couldn't make it, but enjoy the anime. Good thoughts back atcha.

[magik_woman]

I think it will feel more real to you once you have everything in writing and signed, sealed and delivered with a thwack on the desk of the judge. Just another two and a half weeks to go....

Big hugs, see you soon. (To drop off the key!)

[threeoutside]

Yeah, hugs, Linz. Hang in there. You'll get through it all. Been through some of it myself, and you sound perfectly normal to me. It'll all come back to you, day by day. You're fine, and you're beautiful, and all will be well.

[frabjouslinz]

You're beautiful too. I'm OK, just feeling weird. Well, more weird. I'll get past it.

[mcjulie]

You did look awesome in the boots. And if you look awesome, doesn't everything else just fall into place eventually?

(So my mother and pop culture have always led me to believe, anyway.)

Don't let me forget that we are going to have that talk about "Julie's secrets for overcoming the sophomore slump" while at World Fantasy!

[shaolingrrl]

Can I sit in on that talk? I currently resemble Linz, though only in that regard, as she is much more gorgeous and has much bigger boots.

[mcjulie]

Sure! Le more le merrier. Or, since it's Halloween weekend, Le mort le merrier.

[frabjouslinz]

You're the gorgeous one, silly. I just have better boots.