[fic] truth or lies
Title: truth or lies
Pairing: AKAME
Rating: G
Disclaimer: not mine in any ways
......LETTER 1.......
Kame felt his eyes blurred. His cheeks felt hot causing by anger and sadness in the same time. He had been sitting on the bench at the nearby playground for soo long since the sun already starts to shine.
"how could him?? just how could he do that??" he burst his anger at the stony bench; hitting it hard as if it will ease his hurtful feeling.
That night, he'd been drinking until he got too drunk to walk but still, he's able to finish what he's written. Dragging himself out of the bar, he tried hard to make sure he end up in the right place.
He look down at the letter he'd written earlier. Leaving a loud sigh, he then shove the letter under Jin's apartment door.
' I HATE YOU'. he murmured before leaving the resident for good.
....................
Dear Love,
It had been months. It had been a few months since I saw you with her. It had been really painful for me to see you caressing her with my own two eyes. I felt like I was stabbed with a sharp blade when I saw you in bed with her; our bed. I can’t believe that you’re doing this to me. You’re doing this in the state where I’d already proven my love to you. I’d given you all I’ve got. My love, my soul, even my life if you’d ask for it but how could you. Just how cruel you’ve treated me!
Those lips should be mine. Only mine! The passionate feeling should be kept just between us but you’ve given it away in a night; that night. I felt like a jerk. How foolish I was to have believed in you. Believe in your sweet loving words when I didn’t exactly know whether it’s the truth or is it just an ordinary lies of yours. I’m confused with my own feeling by now. Should or shouldn’t I be loving you anymore? I should trust my heart by now.
I’m totally upset with the situation where my hearts betrayed me. I’m angry with the fact that you betrayed me for her. Maybe I really should let you go although my hearts saying no. I won’t play dumb no more, pretending as if nothing had happened between us. Pretending as if I see nothing that night. It’s hard to act dumb and cold when all I see is you; all day and night. It’s hurtful, really! This forbidden love won’t get us anywhere. Maybe we’re not meant to be together, not even for a mere seconds more.
I’ll let you go if its satisfy us, both. I’ll let everything goes even if it’ll kills me inside. I’ll be happy for you although it means sacrificing my own feeling for you. I just want you to be happy with someone you love even the one isn’t me.
With love, Kazuya.
.......
Jin stands up, stretching his body after reading Kame's short note for him. A smirk can be seen on his face. he fell awkward but he'd satisfy with what he'd done.
"I don't care. suits you, Kazu."
letter 2
private posting again...if you come to read it..a huge thanks from me ^^
A/N: nearly a true real life situation. comments are ♥♥♥
Pairing: AKAME
Rating: G
Disclaimer: not mine in any ways
......LETTER 1.......
Kame felt his eyes blurred. His cheeks felt hot causing by anger and sadness in the same time. He had been sitting on the bench at the nearby playground for soo long since the sun already starts to shine.
"how could him?? just how could he do that??" he burst his anger at the stony bench; hitting it hard as if it will ease his hurtful feeling.
That night, he'd been drinking until he got too drunk to walk but still, he's able to finish what he's written. Dragging himself out of the bar, he tried hard to make sure he end up in the right place.
He look down at the letter he'd written earlier. Leaving a loud sigh, he then shove the letter under Jin's apartment door.
' I HATE YOU'. he murmured before leaving the resident for good.
....................
Dear Love,
It had been months. It had been a few months since I saw you with her. It had been really painful for me to see you caressing her with my own two eyes. I felt like I was stabbed with a sharp blade when I saw you in bed with her; our bed. I can’t believe that you’re doing this to me. You’re doing this in the state where I’d already proven my love to you. I’d given you all I’ve got. My love, my soul, even my life if you’d ask for it but how could you. Just how cruel you’ve treated me!
Those lips should be mine. Only mine! The passionate feeling should be kept just between us but you’ve given it away in a night; that night. I felt like a jerk. How foolish I was to have believed in you. Believe in your sweet loving words when I didn’t exactly know whether it’s the truth or is it just an ordinary lies of yours. I’m confused with my own feeling by now. Should or shouldn’t I be loving you anymore? I should trust my heart by now.
I’m totally upset with the situation where my hearts betrayed me. I’m angry with the fact that you betrayed me for her. Maybe I really should let you go although my hearts saying no. I won’t play dumb no more, pretending as if nothing had happened between us. Pretending as if I see nothing that night. It’s hard to act dumb and cold when all I see is you; all day and night. It’s hurtful, really! This forbidden love won’t get us anywhere. Maybe we’re not meant to be together, not even for a mere seconds more.
I’ll let you go if its satisfy us, both. I’ll let everything goes even if it’ll kills me inside. I’ll be happy for you although it means sacrificing my own feeling for you. I just want you to be happy with someone you love even the one isn’t me.
With love, Kazuya.
.......
Jin stands up, stretching his body after reading Kame's short note for him. A smirk can be seen on his face. he fell awkward but he'd satisfy with what he'd done.
"I don't care. suits you, Kazu."
letter 2
private posting again...if you come to read it..a huge thanks from me ^^
A/N: nearly a true real life situation. comments are ♥♥♥