What do you feel? I feel tired. Always tired. I feel ashamed that someone as ugly as me can be allowed to say anything important, to say anything profound. It feels like I'm lying. Like only beautiful people should make beautiful words. And my fingers don't move as fast as the words in my mind. My fingers stumble and mix up the letters and pause as
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I'm not so fond of myself most of the time, and so I just try and ignore who I am. I feel really bad when someone likes me, because I feel as though I've somehow tricked them. Sometimes I have things to say, and I just don't say them--I'm afraid that my words would stumble and falter and fail, despite my attempts at honest conversation. I almost didn't say these things, just now.
I think the easiest way to cope with life, is to do nothing. It's a good way to pretend that nothing matters, except this second. If only beautiful people said beautiful things, then I'm afraid the world would be filled with silence. Wanting someone or something to believe in is something we all very much need. I hope you find what you're looking for, just as soon as realize what it is.
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~~Karen Blixen (writing under the pseudonym "Isak Dinesin"), from "The Dreamers", from Seven Gothic Tales.
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