alot on my mind ....

[forlorn_angel]

heddo. ♥
man, it's so much shit on my mind right about now. i'm thinking about college, myself, my boyfriend, my family .. my life. it's going crazy right now. i just want peace. that's all i really ask for. peace .. there's so much chaos and seperation in my family. when will we finally come together and see that we're all we have? i've been

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[anonymous]

hey baby. it's leda. i know what you mean about how you feel towards your boyfriend. but who knows. maybe you're just really not that interested in him anymore. i don't feel that certain "excitement" when i see morgan or spend time with him, it's something else i feel instead. newer relationships will always be more exciting just because they're new.. but any exciting relationship always turns into just a relationship. sucks that it can't always be like that, huh? i guess it just depends on whether or not you feel okay with feeling "bored" sometimes.

well, i hope i made a little sense. lmfao. i didn't know you were writing in this thing again. i've stopped writing in mine and i've been using xanga every once in a while.

anyway. i love you and i miss you!