Tomorrow is another day...
Click to viewSo what am I supposed to say... Well I left my show's team. After the cold period with my "friend" and after have seen how the hell she fucking changed, realized how she treated us (me and another girl) seriously I can't face her anymore without feeling hatred... So I told her I won't be back next year as I know that she's preparing a new big show. As it was supposed to happen, a week ago, my computer completely failed and deleted all my show's pics so I lost all my photos from every show... Great right? xD
So I lost my ex-closest friend, my horse aaaand what was my life during 3 years xD And yeah my dignity has been shoot for sure... The worse is that I just don't care to have lost my friend like seriously the only thing which make me pissed of is the fact that I lived a friendship in a wonderful lie... hmmm yeah that's definitely the hardest thing to deal with...
The good thingsare that I became close to another friend in that fight and to realize that I could leave the team and leave the lights so I'm kina proud of myself for that =)
So is there something around me which isn't a lie?
Movies: I watched "Step up 2" and "You got served". Impressive..
Work: It was calm the last 2 weeks but it starts to be hard and rush and stressful -__-
Guitar: Rihanna - Travis McCoy - Lady Gaga
Oh yeah and my mp3 died today... The good thing: at least lost still inspires me <3
