some people are fucking stupid.
leave me the fuck alone.
ive shut you out for a reason.

the thought of his presence makes my heart race..

he IMs me saying a few simple words, "im home. finally."
and he's sent my heart racing out of my chest.
if only...

im sitting here stuck with the stench of last nights booze and carls jr.

tonight im lonely.
actually,
im lonely everyday.

i have friends but
im lonely in a different way.
and it sucks.

Robert is an amazing best friend.
honestly, i love him.

im tired.
goodnight.

mia and i had a rather interesting and deep conversation about life yesterday, what happens when it all ends. just thinking about how short life is, makes me wonder why i hold back on so many things. that will change. i will take more chances. i wont stress over things like being broke, or people being mad at me. i need to enjoy the time i have ( Read more... )

it all started with dinner at jessicas house ( Read more... )

robert and i had a good time.


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im negative $300 in the bank.
can I not fucking suck at life.
im so stressed out.

i hate myself for still being hurt over you.
i look at pictures of you with your new life. your new love.
my life feels uncomfortable.