The Long Calendar

[foolscapper]

WARNINGS: VERY FUCKING GLOOMY AND HORRIBLE AND DEPRESSING. SERIOUSLY. Possible interpretation of rape/non-con at one point (nothing graphic, and it’s vague), hell trauma, traumatized!Sam, it’s horrible. Sorry for the Dean-centric on feelings, I wanted to keep the Sam side a bit of a mystery to make things vague and terrible. I may do a Sam POV of

Comments

[autumnfeymuse]

Wonderful story (in a heart wrenching but you love it kind of way). I love the idea behind it.

[foolscapper]

Thanks for the comment! Glad you enjoyed.

[madebyme_x]

Such a harrowing but wonderful idea, and you tackled it with care and understanding. I loved how it highlighted the bond between the brothers, and how it's both a blessing and a curse which is so very fitting with the Show.

Thank you for sharing :)

[foolscapper]

No problem!! Thank you so much for enjoying! <3

[foolscapper]

Gracias! ♥

[riverofwind]

OW. What a horrible kind of torture this would be, being stuck in a place where Dean lives for that one day a month he gets to see his brother, but also dreading it more than any other day because he's helpless to save Sam from losing himself. AH. So painful and beautiful. I would say I'd love to see Sam's POV, but I think this was far more effective with Dean's. I'd LOVE to see a sequel or something so they can save poor Sammy. :)

"The eighth and ninth and tenth month, Sam locks himself in the bathroom. Dean has to break it down, drag him out like a sick dog trying to die in the bushes."

That line broke me, I think my soul is broken.

[foolscapper]

Awwww, thank you!! I figured Dean's would definitely be a more effective POV, since we're essentially getting him watching the slow deterioration! And it's definitely torture for the both of them; Sam more than Dean, obviously, a-ahaha, but still. Thanks for the comment!

[reggie11]

Damn, this was devastating. Such a difficult but satisfying read, and you handled it so well. Fabulous premise!

[foolscapper]

Thanks a ton! I'm glad you enjoyed it.