to be honest

[foolishfirebug]

I just want this shit out of my head and down on something. I dont mind if you want to add your own thoughts

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[thefastone]

Its good to get it out mate, so dont appologis for getting it out there, its your journal at the end of the day...

Also, Doubt VERY seriously that I'll be home over the weekend... if I am, It'll be a miracle...

[toriana]

Text is never a good way to get anything across - there's no tone to it.

[thefastone]

I concur.

Also, What Spanky said, kinda makes sense...

[flushedphoenix]

hugs and thoughts. Rick and I are going to be around this weekend if you fancy a coffee and a natter - my mobile number is on my facebook info if you don't have it in your phone. arriving latish tomorrow due to bus/train flodding between Elgin and huntly

Cx

[spanky_s]

She knows that you want to spend time/ your life with her. I think you made that clear to her. Now show her that your life will go on even without her.
Maybe she feels better and turns to you again when she feels your life don`t depends on her.

Hope you get me right. It s quiet hard to describe what I mean in a foreign language.

[foolishfirebug]

hey spanky, you made alot of sense and thank you :) im gonna give her the space she asked for

[a_boi_lost]

Wish i could proffer some advice at this point. Personally i have got sick of hearing "there's plenty more fish in the sea". I know it's hard when someone occupies your waking thoughts and all you want to do it talk/hold her. Anything i'd offer here would be pretty, searching for words here, facile i guess. Just try to hang in there i guess. I know exactly what you are feeling and going thru'.

[foolishfirebug]

the plenty of fish thing is something that gets me annoyed too. for the actual first time there isnt any other person i w\nt. and my usual action to an ending relationship is to be 'frostie of old'
the thought of being with another woman physically repulses me.

that said last night kim and i had dinner and it was good.
gonna try and grab some folk together next friday at nathans(havent asked him yet) i think you should come

[a_boi_lost]

I find myself in the same situation. Even after 2 years the thought of being heavy intimately involved with another woman just fills me with almost horror. For once my cock is still attached to my heart. :/

[foolishfirebug]

im totally on page with you there.