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I've decided I don't like this place...
It's...drastically different from home. Everything seems...gloomier. Harsher. Sometimes I just feel a shiver come down my spine for no reason.
Roy and I still don't have a place to stay. We're lucky people have been accepting our homeland's currency, we can at least eat but we're going to run out of money eventually...I have new respect for Sui and Sou considering they were homeless for a good few years before Roy took them in.
I worry about them too. I'm sure the twins could take care of themselves but Hina is still so young and hasn't fully regained her strength yet...And even if she could take care of herself they're still going to lack things like money to buy food. Sui will end up stealing again...
And then...everyone...keeps on telling me I'm supposed to be dead...
I just want to go home! Back to my country, back to my girls, back to my life...
((Maes needed to make a depressing rant too D: being told you're dead will do that to ya))
It's...drastically different from home. Everything seems...gloomier. Harsher. Sometimes I just feel a shiver come down my spine for no reason.
Roy and I still don't have a place to stay. We're lucky people have been accepting our homeland's currency, we can at least eat but we're going to run out of money eventually...I have new respect for Sui and Sou considering they were homeless for a good few years before Roy took them in.
I worry about them too. I'm sure the twins could take care of themselves but Hina is still so young and hasn't fully regained her strength yet...And even if she could take care of herself they're still going to lack things like money to buy food. Sui will end up stealing again...
And then...everyone...keeps on telling me I'm supposed to be dead...
I just want to go home! Back to my country, back to my girls, back to my life...
((Maes needed to make a depressing rant too D: being told you're dead will do that to ya))