Monster?

[steelsoul_al]

*sitting in the rain storm with his knees hugged to his chest and his hood pulled up over his eyes--not that it helps, he's soaking wet and he doesn't like he's bothered by it, either. Or he just doesn't care. :S*

...maybe I am just a monster...

*hiding his face against his knee* And I'm a phony, too...

((ooc: Greed!Al got an earful from armor!Al that

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[edward_niisan]

...Al? You should not be out on this rain. *has a spell repelling all the water away from him*

[steelsoul_al]

*not even looking up* ...just go away. I don't deserve your pity, Edward.

[edward_niisan]

....
I don't pity you, Alphonse. I am worried.
What has happened to you?

[steelsoul_al]

Just...don't worry about it. *curling up more*

[gotothestars]

It won't do for you to be out in the rain like this.

You might get a cold...

Are you all right?

[steelsoul_al]

...get a cold?

*lil half-hearted laugh* I can't get sick. I'm not even human. Don't you know that?

[gotothestars]

*Alfons ignores him, putting her hand to his forehead anyway.*

You feel a bit clammy...not warm, though.

What are you doing out here?

Did...

Something happen?

[steelsoul_al]

*quiet* Yes.

*takes him a while to answer* Someone reminded me of what I did...I tried to downplay it like it was no big deal, but...

*even quieter* He's...like my conscience.

[can_i_keep_it]

....................

[steelsoul_al]

*knows he's there, but doesn't say anything at first.*

I'm sorry....

For hurting you.

[can_i_keep_it]

....you were right.....

...I should be dead many times over by now.....

[steelsoul_al]

And so should I.

But that didn't give me the right to try and force you to grow up too soon. *quiet* I guess...in a way, I hate you.

[otouto_al]

Are you ok? It can't be good to be out in the rain like this....

[steelsoul_al]

*quiet* It doesn't matter. I can't get sick.

[otouto_al]

That still doesn't mean it's good for you spir--mentally.

[steelsoul_al]

Right. *bitter little smile*

...this makes the second life-altering mistake I ever made, you know. And this is one that I can't take back...

[bitter_wrath]

....Hey.. *He said quietly, wandering closer. He'd ignored the rain for another chance to explore while Edward was busy.*

[steelsoul_al]

*glances up at him* Wrath...right?

[bitter_wrath]

Mmhm. *moves closer, watching* You're the one my Ed talks about. *he said confidently, moving to sit down infront of, ignoring the rain*

What's wrong?

[steelsoul_al]

...I'm hungry, and I think that I may have chased away my brother forever. That's what's wrong.