Saw stand-up tonight, on my roommate's last night in town. We walked; showed up late; got in free but I had to sit in front. Every comic picked on me. It was embarrassing but kind of great. (Until the one man looked just like -you- and i kept imagining he -was- you, picking on me and making me laugh; my heart tied itself in knots in spite of myself ( Read more... )

My car is working! And my computer is working! And my body is working!

End dispair.

I really am not doing very well at all.

I forget to use LJ these days. Strange. I used to live around here; I used to pass by all the time and never forget. I used to think and think things because I could write them here. And really: LJ was a great thing for a long time. My best friends from firstyear at New were mostly LJ users+; Rita + her roommate Loren; Cindy and Jackie +; Kiri and ( Read more... )

1. Some thoughts about leaving New College, part one ( Read more... )

Cage is playing here soon. I want to go, but I haven't found anyone else who's into it. I could go alone, but I wouldn't enjoy it. It's fine, I don't need to go.

I am not sure that it will ever stop raining.
I left Sarasota during the rainy season, which was fine, because it rains every day but it also dries every day. Then I moved to Atlanta right before it flooded. Then I moved here and it rains all the time.

Sigh.

Maybe I should move on again.

How do I never have any time??

I have been wondering for quite a while now how to make investments in light of the ever-more-possible economic crash. I don't want to invest in anything that I can't use, because I'm too poor for that to not make me seem crazy, as though I believed something terrible were going to happen, so things like gold or silver are out. But most expensive ( Read more... )

I feel like myself for the first time in a long time. I went on a long and brisk walk today. I don't know what else has changed but tonight, suddenly, I feel like I can focus on what's in front of me ( Read more... )