i had this really horrible dream last night that my father died. and i woke up with this horrific feeling in the pit of my stomach. this was all perpetuated from that same horrible feeling that keeps coming to me. i'll just be sitting and it'll hit me. like i've lost someone. or i'm about to. so i called my house today to make sure he was ok ( Read more... )

Pisces: Apr 13, 2004 ( Read more... )

Survey ( Read more... )

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, write down line 4 ( Read more... )

it's officially my 18th birthday!! and i'm officially excited, and quite tired, and i officially have a brand new couch from ikea with a BRIGHT red slipcover, and i just don't know what to do with myself!! yay! happy birthday to me!

leaving for FL in 2 1/2 days!!! SHAZZAM!

-k8

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that feeling that you get when you first start to lose the memory of someone that you love... when you haven't seen them in so long that you start to forget the little details of their face and it all kind of becomes a bit of a blur.... the two year anniversary of Adam's death was a few days ago, so i apologize if i've been weird lately. missing ( Read more... )

i'm gonna take a cue from mary on this one, because this is all i seem to be able to think about, and like her, it makes me happy, and then really upset. but maybe it'll help. so here goes everything ( Read more... )

aaaahhhhh beautiful day. craziness. 68 degrees. rock my world.

time to go get smoothies for the boys, er, i mean "men", at work....

john mayer playing on my computer in sync with my radio... scary...

note to self: stop fantasizing about your best friend's boyfriend. it's dangerous to your health. and it only makes you more bitter.

i could really use someone to cuddle with tonight.