talking to myself...

[flutegirl526]

Well, its been nearly a month since i've written...i haven't bothered to write because it seems no one is reading this anymore. So I don't know why I'm writing now...I guess I just feel the need to talk to myself when i have no one else to talk to. Anyways, not much of interest has happened lately. I just finished binding authority classes for

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Hi Hi

[anonymous]

Hi Hi

[anonymous]

i dont know what to do myself... i want to spend more time with you but i feel like im fighting youre family and blood is thiker then water. why do you think i see my frends all the time...?... i dont know what to do myself. i love you very much but every time im around your mom is trying to get you to dump me. then there is the thing with david and the rest of your x'es. how do you think it makes me feel finding out the things yall do together?... (hot tub, lake...and so forth) as far as me changing goes, do you expect me to chage over night?... or even a month. the chages you want me to make will take time.... i cant just stop smoking... (sounds easy to you but it scares me to death.) itas been my safty net so to speak... keeping me sane... i dont know what im trying to say bit from what i see you want to break up with me.... if thats what you want then do so but make it fast(dont make me suffer too much) i dont want to lose you and every day that goes by is another day i wish i was someone worth loving

with all my love,

marc