So much for my happy ending ( Read more... )

Breathing deeply
sdrawkcab gniklaw
Finding strength
to call and ask her
r   l    e    c    a     t    r     
 o   l     r    o      s   e  
(my) favorite ride
Let me kiss you
One   last   time....

I feel cute. I feel pretty. I feel hurt. I feel let down. I feel what a teenager in love should feel like; worthless. I need Becky right now.

FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU and oh yeah FUCK YOU.
things I have done today
* cried
* slept
* showered
* hit something
* walked my dog
* smoked a lot
* Called Caitybaby and got fucking SHOT DOWN
* stated an opinoin and got shit on
thanks guys. love you too.

Sex What about it? Its something that two or more people in engage in to fullfill a pleasure, fantasy, ect. Well, i think its a little more personal than that. To some people, sex is a game. A task, an adventure. Or even a chore. Personally, its a game. Between a few friends of mine, we promised each other you can have sex, as long as you dont ( Read more... )

So much for my happy ending

I hope I cut too deep one day and die.

Im an easy target. Or in better, more understandble, Im easyI feel like shit. I really do. I was working today, 9-4 and I had to go and do pull sheet. Which is fun, i like it. And while I was doing that, I had to use the 15 foot ladder. This thing is massive. 1. I hate heights. 2. I hate ladders. So while I was up the second to highest rung, the ( Read more... )

I love Kailie. She is my hero. And she laughing as I am typing this because she sitting right next to me and her fucking keyboard sucks, like her. *gasp* I love you.

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Last night I came home. Angry, upset and fucking bored. Kailie called me. Me, her and PJ went to the mall. I bought the blink 182 cd and got a free one for PJ. Kailie bought the Warped Tour cd which plans to burn for me so I dont have to spend a billion dollars for it when I go. We just walked around the PJ, talking about Rich and his boyfriend, PJ ( Read more... )

I hate this. I finally "slept" last night, if you even wanna call it that. I took 3 Tylonol PM's, cuz I havent slpet since Monday. So around 9:30ish I popped a few. Crashed at like 9:45. Now usually I read before i got to bed. So to speed it up, I read for a while until a fell asleep. And I fucking wish I didnt. I have nightmares. Horrid, massive ( Read more... )