Title: Hate You The Most [1/1]
Author: FloweryMisha
Pairing: JunSeung
Warning: BoyxBoy love. Enough said.
Summary: When Hyunseung snaps. And he's not successful.
Author’s Notes: Unbeta-ed. And please, no translations allowed!
Hyunseung always acted like he didn’t care.
He faked a smile, he stopped glancing, he looked away, he snorted.
People on the set always thought that Hyunseung likes to daydreaming. Daydreaming my ass. In his mind, he was plotting his own revenge, thinking thousands of possibilities to torture the females that’s been chasing his boyfriend. His boyfriend. Hyunseung had lost count, but duh, he was exaggerating of course, they were only Hara, Naeun, the girl from Fiction MV (wait, what was her name again?), and uh...did he say Hara already?
Under those sweet smiles and innocent expressions, Hyunseung was sharpening his imaginary knife inside. Imagining skinning those girls who touched his Junhyung.
So whenever people aww-ed at him for being such a cute 4D male, Kikwang would shudder and went to find his beloved Dongwoon. No one should really disturb Hyunseung when he’s daydreaming, and Kikwang knew this perfectly. And it seemed like he’s the only one to realize, since DooSeob are so married and were oblivious to their surroundings and Dongwoon didn’t believe him at all.
But so far, his acting was good. In fact, it was really good that the director decided to use the same girl thrice. He acted like a ‘Go-On, I-Don’t-Care-As-Long-As-It’s-For-The-MV’ type of person. In Breath MV, Hyunseung only flinched a little when Naeun gave Junhyung the mask and the latter instinctively grabbed for her hand. He was okay. He wasn’t angry. (He definitely forgot that Kikwang’s hand was touched too by her at the end of the MV, and Dongwoon made him screamed his name endlessly that night).
Acting. Acting.
In Beautiful MV, Hyunseung felt his heart was filled with jealousy as he noticed the spark in Junhyung’s eyes as he stared at Naeun. In the class. When he chased her outside the dance club. When Junhyung narrowed his eyes at Kikwang hugging her (again, Hyunseung must’ve forgot Dongwoon was glaring dagger at them, and he made Kikwang screamed...ehm, you already know what happened).
For God’s sake it was just acting, Hyunseung. Stop being jealous.
Hyunseung was okay. He was just...a bit angry. Shit happens, right?
Right.
Naeun was lucky to be the model for their MV for the third time. To be paired with Junhyung-his Junhyung. But to Hyunseung, he was doomed for the third time.
When Hyunseung found out that it was gonna be a story, and that the MVs were gonna be split in two, and after reading the script with Junhyung as the main character, his inner self was like, “NOOOOOOOOOO!”
But he was just too cool to show it. Hyunseung was too...emotionless at the moment, even though the person inside him was breaking and trashing things everywhere. It even made an OTL pose inside. Come to think of it, Junhyung asked him if he was okay with it, but Hyunseung could only nod. After all, Junhyung was really attractive, no wonder most of the directors wanted him in the spotlight, to be paired with the model.
Hyunseung’s finger trailed to their couple ring and he smiled.
No need to worry. This is the prove. That Yong Junhyung’s mine.
He reminded himself that whatever scenes Junhyung taking with Naeun today, they’re merely acting. He loves Hyunseung, and vice versa. That Naeun’s their friend and wouldn’t step between them.
Junhyung’s scenes turned out to be later, it was Kikwang’s first.
While Hyunseung tried to enchant those positive words to himself, he failed to notice a very jealous Dongwoon sitting beside him, eyes drilling to Kikwang. He gritted his teeth, perhaps planning of another mission to make Kikwang scream his name again tonight. When their scenes were over, Dongwoon quickly pulled Kikwang by the waist, closely to him. Hyunseung glanced in envy.
“Action!!”
Hyunseung distracted himself from the KiWoon couple and back at his boyfriend. It seemed like Junhyung was teaching Naeun to dance-normal, okay-then putting his headphones on her ear-um...just a bit too much...but okay...-and to a scene when Naeun leaned forward to kiss Junhyung’s cheek-okay, that bitch was lucky to kiss my boyfriend...
Wait. Kiss his boyfriend?
What the fuck??
His eyes widened in surprise and gaped at the scene, when suddenly the director screamed.
“CUT!! Junhyung-ssi!! I want more passion in your eyes!!”
Heh, more passion my ass!!
Hyunseung stared at Junhyung in horror, wishing somehow his boyfriend could refuse what the director just told him. Inner Seungie went panic.
THIS MV IS ABOUT KIKWANG AND NAEUN RIGHT? WHY DON’T YOU MAKE THEM KISS OR SOMETHING?
The thought about Dongwoon would probably kill himself because of the kiss didn’t even cross his mind.
Junhyung looked thoughtful, and was having a hard time putting the ‘more passionate’ expression. The scene was tried over and over again, and finally the director was satisfied at the eighth attempth. Eighth fucking attempt. By the time he announced for a break and everyone was moving to grab a snack or just a drink, Hyunseung still froze on his track.
Acting acting acting acting acting.
His mind quickly repeated those words like a mantra.
Thankfully his scene with Junhyung was filmed yesterday, when everything was still okay, and his feeling was normal. If they were to film it today, he wouldn’t know what to do, especially in his current condition. Then they began filming the last scene in the dance club, feeling happy that he didn’t have to dance, but the feeling quickly subsided when the director only told Kikwang to hug Naeun.
To hug her, and not to kiss her.
The look on Dongwoon’s face was priceless as Kikwang lifted up her body easily. It stayed emotionless even when Doojoon did the same with the MC and Yoseob laughed hard on the floor. Hyunseung fell sorry for the maknae, understanding his feeling.
At the end of the day, they rewatched the MV, scenes by scenes, and Hyunseung hated it because he had to see Naeun kissed Junhyung over and over again, a tinge of jealousy waved over him, because they looked perfect, she was beautiful and Junhyung was handsome. Somehow, he could feel that as if they were really in a relationship, Hyunseung could feel that they looked like in love... He glanced at his boyfriend who had his fingers on his chin, observing closely.
If Dongwoon was planning to make Kikwang’s screaming his name...
...then what plan should he make?
***
Hyunseung did nothing.
He really did nothing. He’s been ignoring Junhyung and Naeun, and although he knew that there was nothing between them, he did feel a bit sorry about that. Hyunseung knew he’s being selfish, but he just couldn’t help it. Naeun smiled warmly at him and waved goodbye as their van drove away. She was such a sweetheart, but right now he hated her. And he hated Junhyung for such a good acting, like they were really in love.
They were really tired so they headed straight away to their dorm without even stopping to buy dinner.
KiWoon disappeared inside the locked door, and DooSeob decided to watch the TV. Hyunseung ignored Junhyung and went to his room. Junhyung must’ve realized this because he appeared at the doorway and knocking softly.
Hyunseung looked over his shoulder before ignoring him again.
“Seung?”
“Hm.”
“Talk to me.”
“Hm.”
“I want more than ‘Hm’.”
“Hmmm.”
Junhyung stared amusingly at his boyfriend before leaning closer to pull Hyunseung from behind, but the latter snapped his hand away. Junhyung blinked. “Seung? Are you angry with me?”
“Hmmm.”
“Why?”
Junhyung impatiently pulled Hyunseung’s shoulders to face him and their gazes locked. It was clear that confusion was in the rapper’s eyes, while the vocalist just stared back coldly. Hyunseung slapped his hands away, and his boyfriend’s eyes widened in surprise.
“What the-?”
“I want to be alone,” Hyunseung stated.
Fuck. The thought of she kissed your cheeks kept replaying in my head.
“I don’t like this, Seung,” Junhyung quietly said and crossed his arms on his chest. “Either you talk.”
“Or what?”
“Or I’m gonna be angry.”
Hyunseung snorted and was about to walk past Junhyung when the latter grabbed his arm suddenly, refusing to let go. Hyunseung stared down at their hands, unconsciously reading the tattoo on his boyfriend’s arm. “Let go.”
“I will.”
“So?”
“Only if you tell me why you’re acting this way.”
“I said let go!!!”
That seemed to piss Junhyung off. He pushed Hyunseung harshly, the latter fell on the bed with a loud thud. Junhyung grabbed his wrists tightly-too tightly, Hyunseung was wincing in pain. He was always lost when it comes to strength with Junhyung.
Junhyung’s gaze on Hyunseung was hard, and he caught a glimpse of fear on his boyfriend’s eyes. His grip on the pretty male was weakened, and Hyunseung took it as a chance to free himself, but was once again lost. Junhyung’s anger quickly lit up again and crashed his lips to Hyunseung’s roughly as if he wanted to chew those pretty, thin lips.
His boyfriend rejected him, and it angered Junhyung.
A moan escaped Hyunseung’s mouth, his hands were squirming under Junhyung’s, his feet moved around helplessly, trying to kick his boyfriend away. Hyunseung almost kicked Junhyung in the crotch, but his was touched first, resulting a gasp between the kiss and a louder moan. The hand that Hyunseung intended to use to hit Junhyung quickly rested on his arm, who’s now sighing into the kiss.
Junhyung felt Hyunseung stopped fighting and became even more aggressive. His tongue started to dance on Hyunseung’s lips, and his arms were unbuttoning the shirt. They separated for a moment just for Junhyung to completely removed the shirt away before working his way down to Hyunseung’s boxers. Even when Junhyung’s arms were everywhere on his body, but his lips never leave Hyunseung’s.
Hyunseung, who’s been wrapping his arms around Junhyung’s neck, slowly opened his eyes and broke the kiss. He instinctively kissed Junhyung’s cheek on the same spot Naeun kissed him before. Junhyung stopped, and Hyunseung kissed his cheek again. Then as the Joker smiled and did a somewhat naturally pout, Hyunseung kissed him once again, this time realizing the smile was exactly the same with the one Junhyung wore for the MV earlier.
“I imagined this,” he whispered softly to Hyunseung’s ear. “After the seventh attempt.”
“Imagining me naked?”, Hyunseung asked innocently.
Junhyung chuckled and tilted his head to one side. “That, too. But this,” he brought Hyunseung’s head closer to his face once again so that his lips meet his cheek. “This. I imagined you kissing my cheek and a minute later, that damn director said he’s satisfied with my expression.”
Hyunseung blinked at Junhyung. “You...were thinking about me?”
“Of course, pabo. You’re my boyfriend.”
“Then that means... Your lovey dovey expression... Because you’ve been thinking about me?”
Junhyung nibbled at Hyunseung’s earlobe softly, and he could feel his boyfriend was turned on. He couldn’t hold it anymore. Junhyung positioned himself in the right angle before putting Hyunseung’s feet around his waist, as if to warn him to be prepared. “Enough talk.”
Then his boyfriend thrusted into him, and Hyunseung screamed.
Hyunseung dug his nails on Junhyung’s shoulder and cling to him desperately. “J-Junnie...”
“Hm,” his boyfriend managed to reply.
“Was-I-always-on your-mind?”
Each word was said between moaning and Junhyung claimed those lips to stop talking, but Hyunseung didn’t seem to have intention to do so. Their pace got quicker, and Hyunseung got even more breathless. His grip tightened on Junhyung’s shoulders, and he didn’t even care if his nails are going to leave him marks on the skin. It’ll also be a solid prove that Yong Junhyung is his.
Junhyung chose not to reply, instead he kept on kissing Hyunseung’s lips, which the latter seemed to broke a lot-due to the pleasure, his head falling back, his chest went up and down, their fingers intertwined-and he could feel that he’s coming.
“I-I’m coming, Junnie,” Hyunseung cried. “J-Junnie, you’re-mine-“
“Say it,” Junhyung demanded.
"J-Junnie-“
“Louder,” a kiss was planted on Hyunseung’s neck, and he shivered in excitement.
“YONG J-JUNHYUNG, YOU-YOU'RE MINE!!”
With that, Hyunseung came and cling as tight as possible to Junhyung’s arms with a scream. A moment later Junhyung also came.
They stayed still for a while. Hyunseung was still breathless and he felt tired, perhaps from too much thinking about Junhyung and Naeun’s moment back then. It was surely killing him inside. Junhyung still held him close, arms wrapped around Hyunseung’s body and he hugged Junhyung back, feeling afraid to let go. Hyunseung just loves this male too damn much...and he wouldn’t give Junhyung up to anyone easily. Not even his band mates. He sighed in relief and kissed Junhyung’s bare shoulder lightly.
Junhyung wiped Hyunseung’s sweat from the forehead and smiled. He poked the latter’s cheek.
“Yes, I am yours, Jang Hyunseung.”
“Promise?”
“I swear.”
“I asked you to promise, not to swear.”
“I don’t care. I swear to be yours forever, and you’re mine. It’s not a promise. It’s something that I will fulfill.”
Because no one could come between us.
They stared at each other fondly. Junhyung always gave him that gaze, the gaze that only Hyunseung would understand. He’s the only one who would understand what it means. Sometimes Junhyung just need to give him the look and Hyunseung knew that it was their way of communicating to each other. It was Junhyung’s way of saying I love you over and over again, and they did this a lot, especially on stage.
Hyunseung pulled his boyfriend closer to meeting their lips again and stopped as he realized that Doojoon was standing in the doorway. The doe eyed male shrieked and quickly pulled the blanket up to cover his body and Junhyung’s. He blushed furiously and hid his face on Junhyung’s chest. The Joker turned his head to Doojoon and stared at the leader blankly.
“What do you want, Doojoonie?”, Junhyung asked, feeling annoyed.
“I’m glad that you two are happily married and your love life is going great,” Doojoon said impishly. “But next time if you’re planning to do it...would you mind closing the door?”
End.