Comments | flossums: Curious. That's all.

flossums

Curious. That's all.

Oct 21, 2006 15:08

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously.
Anything.
A story, a secret, a confession, an apology, a fear, a love - anything.
Be sure to post anonymously and honestly.
Post twice if you'd like.
Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

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Comments 6

anonymous October 21 2006, 05:49:41 UTC

Sometimes I don't see things clearly. It is not a big issue but it is something that I have noticed: I'm on one plane and they are a flat disassociated thing that I cannot even connect with visually. So I try to connect as much as I can so that I stay focused on the here and now.

When I touch the leaves on a tree with my nose, I smile and giggle. I run my fingers gently over a shrub and love everything around me. A cat walks slowly towards me and I lift my hand, palm down, and let her smell my fingers before I pat her. I hold my best friend's hand and sway with her once a year. even though she lives many miles away I remember that. Touching things, showing warmth and caring, makes me very happy.

But then I am sad because nothing and no one touches me back.

So here I am, in front of my computer, just wishing and praying that for once someone would knock on my door.

flossums October 21 2006, 10:54:39 UTC

'Because we all need someone.' Hummingbird Billy - The Steve Carlson Band. I'm pretty sure you'll love it honey. *hugs*

anonymous October 21 2006, 08:33:39 UTC

I have 423 unread emails, and I don't want to read any of them. Yours is probably in there somewhere.

anonymous October 21 2006, 11:29:40 UTC

in eleventh grade i was diagnosed with histrionic personality disorder. i told my best friend who became progressively distant and soon after stopped speaking to me. i've never told anyone since.

anonymous October 23 2006, 00:36:05 UTC

Im scared its too good to be true.

flossums October 23 2006, 10:43:24 UTC

I used to be like that. Still am a bit. But lately I'm trying this thing where I take things at face value and just enjoy them. Like, if people invite me along, that's not them trying to be nice, that's them wanting my company so I should go and enjoy it and make the most of it. That's a lame example, but you know what I mean.

I think I know who this is and also what it's about, so I'm going to just leave it at 'sometimes things really are that good'. Take it at face value until you have reason to believe otherwise. Sometimes you get fucked over, but for the most part it means you enjoy things more.

Disclaimer: If this made no sense, it's because I've had alcohol. All care and no responsibility, you know the drill.