Rememberance.

May 16, 2002 16:47

There was this kid, Johnathan who sat in the first row, two desk away, in the desk by the window. He was quiet when he came, unless someone gave him reason to speak. I remember one time our teacher (the moronic Ms. Sopko, fucking bitch!) told him he was being disrespectful by coming to her class late and when he didn't say sorry loud enough she ( Read more... )

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disobedient May 16 2002, 14:10:03 UTC
Truthfully, I don't know what to tell you. God always takes the good before he gets around to the bad. Even though he isn't here on Earth, I'm sure he is looking down on you, Hoping that you make a change for the better, and hoping that everyone else can make a change as well ... Before something like what happened to him, Happens to them. I'm sure he was a good person, and he wanted to change, But it was his time, and of course you'll be mournful and grieve, but I'm sure that's not what he wanted. He'd want you to move on, But still have his memory kept somewhere in your mentality.

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sorrowschamber May 16 2002, 18:59:12 UTC
I really don't know what it's like to lose someone so close to me, but I am sorry. I really am.. He's probably looking down on you wishihng for the best. Wishing that he could be buy your side to help you. That's great that he wanted to make a change.. really... Why the hell does god have to take the good ones? Just when they are getting the picture and trying to straight'n out?

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flintstone May 17 2002, 14:29:15 UTC
thanks.. a lot.

I don't have a religion so the reflection of why "god" did something isn't in my head. I just see it as fate, karma. Something happened before probably where maybe John didn't let someone get to there goal by killing them. I really don't know, so I can't place blame. I just realize that what I do and what I support reflects what I believe and agree with and I need to change. I could go anyday and I guess going with everyone knowing that I had the plan to change is better than going with everyone knowing that I was still lost inside an ignorant mindset. But it is what it is. You gotta take the good with the bad.

but thanks for the support. I appreciate it.

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