Since I been here my life just seems to have turned to rat-shit! Nothing's going right for me. It's complete crap! I saw Fly in Tesco the other week because I came home to visit Dan, and I realised that I've left all my friends behind - like it just hit me! I miss everyone at home and Cov is no-where near as good as I thought it would be. Plus I can't even leave the flat without gettin followed or hearin about people gettin attacked in this area! It's so scary. Plus it gets dark really early so nearly everyday I have to walk back in the dark. Alone! I just wanna go home. I wanna be back in school because everythin seemed so easy back then, you know? It's weird, cause when I was there I just wanted to get out into the real world. But the real world sucks
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i know exactly what you mean hun. exept i guess its worse for you cause your further away and theres no one you know there. yea ill come, itll be fun to see you again:). being home cause ive been ill has made me realise i really really dont like my course and stuff.. so i might be pulling out. you wont though because you love what your doing. try and be positive. i know its horrible being away from everything you know, but im sure itll be better.. well i hope it does. try and smile and dont you think about people attacking you.. thats only gonna make you paranoid. mwah mwah, love you and ill give you a big hug when i see you next. lol. smile.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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