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...I don't know what to do. God, I'm such a slut.
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For now, I'm just going to keep getting to know them. Just talking to them makes me happy.
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I finally did what I had to do. I had to let go of her because she was poisonous, and because she was recking my hobby.
Still, I grieve for what we could have had. She was really smart, just biased.
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Then this other girl came into the picture (a mutual friend of ours), and my best friend doesn't talk to me as much anymore. She never responds to my tweets unless I directly ask her something, and she ignores me when I'm in an IM group with her, or I IM her. :\
I suppose I'm jealous, partly because I feel replaced, but I... Would love to know what I'm doing wrong? If it's indeed something I've done wrong.
I've tried to talk to her about it, but she just brushes it off, or gets mad at me. I'm just so frustrated and tired of seeing them having all the fun and me being left alone.
I don't know what to do. :\
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I don't think you did anything wrong from what you just said. I know it hurts to be left in the background, I know how much it hurts, and unfortunately, some people can just practically forget a person and leave them in the dust without thinking about or really even realizing it. I sure as hell can't fault you for being jealous, because being the odd one out when someone supposedly cares about you so much only to watch as you get ignored right in front of your face hurts.
My advice is, straight up, find a new best friend. You deserve better than that, you deserve someone who won't just toss you aside whenever a new person comes along, and despite how hard it is to turn your back on someone you care about, you'll be a lot happier after you do and find someone who actually respects you and acts like it.
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